Merry Christmas!

Well I didn't know if I would have another chance to take the time to wish everyone that I know a very Merry Christmas and a Happy Holidays! I hope you have a wonderful and safe holiday. And if I don't post before January. Happy New Year, and see you all soon in 2009!

Here's a quick update on my life.
Scott went to the doctor the other day. The doctor told him to stay home, so he did on Wednesday. She also told him he should have come in to see her at lest a week a week prior to then, it was that bad. I didn't want to say it, but I did tell him to go in, so yeah I told him so, lol! He's feeling much better. He's back to more of his normal self, and he's got his appetite back! Just in time for my mommas Christmas Eve dinner, and His mother, Ann's, Christmas Day lunch! I'm sure both will be great. I'm really looking forward to Dinner with my family. My brother Leon will be here on Saturday, and staying for a week. I haven't seen him or his family since Thanksgiving 2007. It will be so nice having them home. My brother always told me that he was sad that he's never met any of my previous boyfriends. I told him when I found one that I thought was special enough for him to meet he definitely would. I think I found that someone with Scott. My brother, Leon, has always been protective over me, so I'm exciting to have him meet Scott. Leon and I are really close. Growing up in the country kinda made us bond better. There wasn't anyone else our age to play with and being in the country we didn't have any other options. He was almost always there to talk to, and we helped get each other out of trouble. He's my best friend in the whole world, and I love him very much!
My sister came to see Dad and Mom tonight. I was invited to dinner, but I declined the offer. My sister was extremely rude to my mother and brother so I told her I would rather not see her at this point, because I didn't want an argument to break out over the holidays. And she takes everything so hard anyway, sometimes it's better talking to a wall! Well here's what happened leading up to that. A few weeks ago, after Thanksgiving, she called my mom and asked how Thanksgiving was, and of course mom said great and they went to Texas. Helen, my sister, then asked what they were doing for Christmas and mom said Leon and his family was coming up here. Helen yelled at my mother that it was unfair that mom and dad spend two holidays with the same sibling. Mom replied that it was Leon's choice, and if they hadn't come up then her and dad would probably have gone up to North Dakota to see Jason and his family, since Patty, Jason wife, will be so close to giving birth and wouldn't be able to travel. Helen got mad and hung up on my mother. She then later called dad at work and told him, which he told mom and she told me crying on the phone, that she refused to share my dad with any other siblings because that would take attention away from her and her family. My dad told her he was sorry, but plans had already been made, but the invite for the holiday was always there. I actually can believe that my sister is that selfish, that she wouldn't allow anyone else to share our father. I hate to say this because she's my sister and I do love her, but she's such a bitch. If it's not her way, it's no body's way. It's sad, but I hope she's happy in her life, and can one day grow up and act like the older sibling instead of acting worse then my newborn nephew, her son.
Well getting off that, My Mosaic Christmas party is this Saturday at 6 pm. I'm exciting. Scott and I are going together. It lasts until 11 pm, but that's only because there's supposed to be a mini casino there too. I'm not much for gambling why waste money you don't have. But dinner and spending time with Scott should be very fun, I'm looking forward to it. And at the Henderson house, I work at with Mosaic, we're doing a secret Santa gift exchange on Sunday at 3pm. I got Mayra. I got her a stocking filled with Hershey Kisses, a couple peppermint candles, a small Santa snow globe, and a reindeer, and I put the stocking in a reindeer gift bag. See I try to tie things together, e.g. reindeer in a reindeer bag! Wink Wink!! I kinda feel bad. We each wrote down this that we like, and things we don't like, but as I was shopping all I could remember was that she liked make up, which I couldn't find any that I liked, and that she liked candles. I figure most people like chocolate, and stuffed animals so I went with that. I hope she likes it, and after all it's the thought that counts right! lol!
Of I almost forgot, we had our Christmas pot luck dinner at the bowling alley last Wednesday too. We also brought gifts, five dollars or less, and the first person to get a strike got first pick of the gifts. I rarely if ever get strikes, but I'm good at spares. So I didn't get my strike until the third game, in the seventh frame. And to answer the question I'm sure you all are thinking, NO! I wasn't the last one, I was next to last! HA HA HA! lol! We don't bowl again for two weeks, after New Years!

Here's my songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-8rY0Fyws20 Mariah Carey - All I Want For Christmas Is You
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3gM3t4ZkSl4 Shedaisy - Deck The Halls
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9vPfOjAw5Z0&feature=related Bing Crosby - White Christmas

It's the most wonderful time of the year!

Well it's been really cold here. Scott's been sick here lately, and I feel bad. He'll ask me what's wrong, knowing my profession, and I tell him what I think and he ignores it and then I tell him to go to a doctor and now he's compromised with me to go on Tuesday, if he doesn't feel better. I'm thinking he's probably not going to go, unless I drag him there. And I may have to try.
Yesterday was Scott's grandmas' birthday. Her name is Helen. I don't remember how old she turned. I'm thinking 82, I remember seeing an 8 on the cake. It was a nice party. I met a lot of Scott's family. Of course I don't remember any of their names, too many people. Scott got his grandma a card that played the theme to Star Wars. I got her just a basic happy birthday card, and wished her happiness.
Today is Trish's son's birthday, Trish is Scott's sister. His name is JJ. He's going to be two. Scott bought him some building blocks, and a card. I got him a card too.
I'm super excited that Christmas is almost here! I love all the lights, classic tv shows and movies, the holiday merriment and spirit, presents, family, friends, and the gathering for Christmas dinner. My brother Leon and his family will be here from Texas. And Misty, Leon's wife, has also invited her folks to come up too. I don't remember their names, I think her dad is named Jim but I could be wrong, probably am. I think Scott and I will got for a lunch with my family, and spend the early morning, and evening with his family. I still have to work, no rest in health care, but I don't mind. Most of everyone will be gone, so it'll be easy work.
Speaking of work, I turned in my request for the DSS. I'm waiting for Tina to get back so I can get an interveiw and possibly get the position. I hope I get it.
Mom and dad are doing well. Mom has joined weight watchers, and she's lost 15 pounds so far! Go momma!
And before I forget, Happy Birthday Joshua! His phone was dropped in water so I didn't get to tell him, but I hope you had a great day and that your birthday wishes come true!

Here's my songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=89V7hvEmSD8 Pink - Sober
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hc0Nlzxe9aY Fall Out Boy - I Don't Care
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=69Z9rkmEcPE Savage Garden - I Knew I Loved You

Is it Spring yet?

Well things have been going very well. Mom and dad got back from Texas. Mom told me that whenever dad would cuss Adam, Leon's youngest son, would look at him and go "Grandpa, No No!" Of course mom and I laughed at hearing this. I got new school pictures from all three boys! They're so cute! I don't know how my brother managed to have such great, cute, wonderful children. I'm very excited to see them all for Christmas when they come out. I haven't seen them since Thanksgiving 2007. My brother Jason had called and was wanting me to come up to see him for Christmas, but North Dakota in December! lol! No! COLD!! I don't do well in this cold weather. I love the spring and fall. Not too hot, not too cold. I'd love to go up to visit Jason but, I remember going up for there wedding and it was so beautiful, but I also remember getting so sick!! Patty, Jason's wife, will be too far along in her pregnancy to travel anywhere, Maybe next summer I can go up and see them. Who knows. Mom has also talked with Helen. She was disappointed that they, or I, didn't come down to see them for Thanksgiving, and was wanting mom and dad, or I, to come down for Christmas, but we've already made the plans for Leon and his family to come here, so mom offered the invite to them, and Helen said she would think about it. Mom said she didn't sound too happy! Helen has always been very hard to please. Destiny, Helen's daughter, turned 11 on December 1st. I sent her a card and $20. I figured it was better then nothing.
Mom and I went to buy some new Christmas decorations the other day, and Tuesday night Scott and I went out to the house for dinner, and to put up the new and some old decorations. She bought a new tree, it's a pre-lit multi-colored tree that is 6.5 feet tall. It looks very night. We didn't finish, Scott has inventory every Tuesday at 9pm, so we went back for that. I'll go out hopefully this weekend, or maybe Tuesday on my day off sometime to finish. Scott also bought a little two foot free, pre-lit with white lights, and bought some little blue bulbs to put on it. He also went crazy with some sno in a can. It was a shock to look in the bathroom mirror and no see anything but white! Oh, men and their simple humor. He also put it on his car windows. I told him if he put any on my car he was buying the car wash! There wasn't any on there though.
I haven't bought really any of my Christmas presents yet! I'm usually so good at buying them so early. I've kinda been slacking a little I guess. I'll get them done, but I don't know when. I don't have any clue what to get Scott, if y'all got any suggestions, let me know!
Uncle Larry, Grandpa P, and Jay and his son, Austin, came out to the house and stayed with mom and dad. They went deer and pheasant hunting. Mom called today and said that dad shot a 14 point buck and a doe. Mom still needs to get her buck for the season, but maybe she'll get it this weekend before the hunters leave. It was good to see everybody!
Work is going really well. Last Monday morning, I went to work not feeling well at all. I even threw up twice while there. I had asked my co-worker, Connie, to do the cooking for lunches since I knew that the smell of the food would make me vomit even more then I already had. Well it was was 4am, and lunches weren't done yet. Connie had fallen asleep on the couch, and I tried to wake her, but couldn't. I was so mad that I took her photo, while sleeping, and called my boss and was like she's asleep and hasn't done anything all night. I'm sick and the only main thing I wanted her to do was lunches and it's 4am and they still aren't done. Julie, Henderson house supervisor, came over and caught her sleeping so Connie was wrote up. She's now working morning at the center. I felt so bad for having done what was done, but I didn't know what else to do. If she had fallen asleep and the lunches and everything else was done I wouldn't have cared, but not doing anything is a different story. I'm a night owl and so me staying awake on a 11pm to 7am shift isn't a problem for me. The only thing that really pissed me off that morning is when Julie came over and Connie got caught her first reaction was well Samantha falls asleep too, which I don't. Julie asked if she turn me in and Connie said "No, cause she's sick and I feel sorry for her." That pissed me off. Yes I know that I'm sick and have no immune system so I get sick very easily, but her feeling sorry for me! I'd like to think that I'm a very strong willed person and just because I'm sick doesn't mean that I lose hope and I never want people to feel sorry for me. If I can't do something for myself then I'll ask for help. I hate when some people get sick and they immediately go into the whole I'm helpless, do everything for me mode. It's sad. I feel more sorry for the people that have to help them out, then the person receiving the service. That's what I love about my job. My friend Ben is a great example. He's legally blind, and he's had cerbal parsal since birth. He's in a wheel chair, and yes he does get assistance from Roy, his personal helper, but everything that he can do he does for himself. He's very strong willed and I admire him. He's one of the greatest friend anybody could ask for.
Well I'm at work right now, and I'm abou to get off so I'm gonna say farewell and I'll be back later! Love and God Bless!

Here's My Songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CP5fBx8JLoQ David Cook - Light On
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-KZyn3ep9U Daughtry - What About Now
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LJRthpxDM10 3 Doors Down - Citizen Soldier

Happy Thanksgiving!!

I'm not going to make this very long, and it's basically everything the title indicated. I just wanted to wish everyone a very Happy Thanksgiving! And to give a brief list of what I'm thankful for, and update on my life. Please me travel safely, remember the tradition of the holiday, and remember to pray for all of our soldiers that can't be with families and friends while serving in foreign countries this holiday! God Bless!

I'm thankful for:
My loving faith in God!
Family, A loving home, that when I so much needed them, were there without judgement. It's so great to know that the help is always there, even when you never ask. Mom, Dad, Leon, Misty, Austen, Andrew, Adam, Jason, Patty, Landon, Grandpa Partridge, Grandma Smith, Helen, Justin, Destiny, Jacob, Daniel, and all the aunts, uncles, and cousins. I love you all. There's no me without Family!
A man that loves me so dearly, Scott! I wish you all to find the kinda love that we have, cause it's amazing!
Friends, who truly help make me a better person each and everyday. Joshua, Josh, Rion, Jason, Jesse, Susan, Kaylinda, Kelli, Sara, Lisa, Bonnie, Ben, Tyler, Jeremy, Don, Dave, Chandra, Jeff, Max, Micheal, Monty, Paul, Robert, Sean, Joseph Robert, and any others I forgot.
A nice job, that pays my bills, and a car, that hopefully will last me til next summer when I can buy a brand new one.
And my wonderful dog Lucy! I love her, and am so glad that I brought her back home with me.

Update:
Things really haven't changed much since the last blog post!
I'm still dating Scott! We had a pot luck dinner tonight at the bowling alley, we normally get a quick bite to eat before we go and snack at once we are there, but it was a nice change. I made bbq meat balls. I shouldn't have gone to the bathroom when I had. I came out and the line was so long. By the time I had gotten to the good stuff most of everything was gone. Scott brought a Subway party tray and all the sandwiches were gone when I got there, and there was only three of my meat balls left. I'm glad I made extra and kept them at the house, or I'd really have been upset. My meatballs are so sweet and delicious! But all the food was good, and I got more then my share. Trish, SCott's sister, made these little smokies wrapped in bacon and they were really good! I didn't bowl every good tonight though. My stomach was hurting a little, but I found some Advil and it helped a lot!
Today, Scott and I are going to Ann's, his mother's, house about lunch time. I'm working right now, but I told him I'd like to sleep in until at least 11 am, if at all possible. I'm sure there's not going to be a shortage of food. After all Thanksgiving is the number one holiday that leftovers rule! I do have to work later tonight, so maybe I can get some tripdafin (spelling totally off) in me from the turkey and get a nap this evening before heading back to work. That'd be nice. He said he would tape the parade on TV for me, I'm such a kid. I love watching the parades! And of course Santa is at the very end. Tomorrow is black Friday in all the stores! I'm praying that I don't need to go anywhere near any stores tomorrow! Too busy, and too crazy!
Speaking of work, I did go on my interview. Kris told me a lot of positive things about my resume, but they're just looking for someone with more expertise. I knew going in that's what was lacking, but like I told mom, at least they see that I have an interest in other areas of the field, and that I'm willing to try to achieve those goals. But Kris did tell me to look into another job position in the company. It's basically the same position I work now, but I'd be more of my direct bosses personal assistant. I'd work Fridays, Saturdays, and Sundays, and get anywhere from 36-40 hours a week. And I could work the other days for exactly what I'm making now, kinda liek having two jobs are the same company. I told her I would think about it, but it would be a pay raise as well, and it'd be one step up from were I am now. My boss has been in Utah, and I need to talk to her anyway, but we'll see if she thinks I'd be right for the position. Lori, my direct boss, would be the decision maker on the position anyway.
Mom and dad are doing well. They left the other day to drive to Texas to be with Leon and his family. They'll be back Sunday I think. I took Lucy to Scott's. I thought she'd like to eat, have clean water, and restroom rights while they were gone. I think Lucy loves the attention that Charlie and Mugen, Scott's dogs, give her. She's never really been around other dogs, so I'm sure she's loving it. She'll probably be pretty bored when she has to go back. Our neighbor, Robert, has two dogs, King and Cookie. But they don't really ever play with Lucy.
See, not quiet a book this time! God Bless, again!

Live from Scott

Well I couldn't sleep tonight so I decided what better time then the present to write a new blog.
I got the results from my biopsy from two weeks ago. Tests show that I am in Stage three. My doctor did tell me that with most patients, when they get the biopsy done. Their bodies go into recovery mode to repair and replace the tissues that were cut out. I am hopeful that that is what is happening to me. I go back in 6 months to get another biopsy. Hopefully the stage will be smaller. I remember the day of the biopsy the preliminary finds indicated stage three, but the samples still needed positive proof. I told Scott, and he gave me a big hug and started to cry, which made me cry too. He's such a wonderful man. I'm very lucky to have him in my life. He took me to dinner, Arby's, and to a movie, Saw V. I told my dad and he was like why a scary movie, but anyone that knows me knows I love horror, thriller, and scary movies. So it was a perfect choice.
Speaking of Scott. He's doing very well. The subway that he manages over is getting remodeled, they're adding a drive thru. He's really excited, but he's going to lose his office, and some dry storage space to make room for the change. But he can hire more people to work too. Which hopefully will make his job a little easier. He hasn't had a full day off in over three weeks! I don't know how he does it, but I can relate being a former manager. Those days I didn't care if I got a hundred phone calls, as long as no one called in. I know he'd like to go fishing before the lake freezes over, and he'd love to go with my dad. Dad would use any excuse to go, so it would be prefect. He's only met my parents the once, when he drove me to get my moms van when my car broke down, and that was for only about 5 minutes. But I did met his mother, and step- father. His nephew Auston, had a birthday party. It was a pirate theme. It was a lot of fun, but wow lots of screaming kids! I'm so glad now to have not gotten any further in my elementary education major, I think nursing is a perfect fit. I have been a little under the weather lately though. I was sick and had to go the hospital. My tonsils were so inflamed they were cutting off my airway. I went to ER, and they actually knocked me out and had to put a tube down my throat so I could breathe. They also gave me some penicillin. They gave me more penicillin and some pills after I woke up. It helped a little, but Monday I went back to the doctor, my doctor in Scott City, and she couldn't really find a reason for the inflamed tonsils, but put me on some steroids and pain killers, and something strong for the inflammation. It's working a lot better! I was so afraid of getting people sick, like Scott, those party kids, and co workers and clients. I did get a leave of absence for four days from the ER doctor, but I had to work Sunday, and my co worker called in sick so I had to work all night by myself being as sick as I was. I wrote in our daily ledger that I was still sick so I'm sorry if the individuals get sick. I had actually wanted to call in that night, but I have actually have zero PTO time remaining, so if I get any sicker, or call in, or anything I can't cover it! Hopefully I won't have to to that. I gotta save as much time as I can, I'm going to stay a week in Texas, when Misty and Leon go in to have the fourth child. It will either be the end of March or early April. That just me guessing though. They haven't set the date yet. That's the great thing about getting a C-section, you get to pick exactly what day you want the child born on, and what time too! I think if I ever have children that's what I would highly consider! Sorry going through the pain and self- torture of natural child birth isn't for me. I'm sorry, not all the drugs in the world could kill all that pain!
Wow do I get off subject! lol! Scott convinced me to join his bowling league. Yes, I suck. But I guess any points are better then the no points they were getting. Scott's sister, Trish, and Brother in law, Jeremiah, are also on the league. Jeremiah is amazing! Well actually they all are really good, but compared to me a I'm sure a second grader could bowl better. But it's fun, and it's very light exercise, and it gets me out meeting new and more people. There's one chick there that bowls has, more piercings then I do, and her hair is brown with blonde highlights on the bottom, and pink highlights on the top. It looks awesome on her, but not something I would ever do. She's very nice!
Now speaking of work. There's an HR Specialist position open at work, Annette's old job. She had to take FMLA. She's has a very bad illness, and I can't think of it right now, but it causes her extreme amounts of pain. She's such a sweet, caring woman. You hate to see that happen to such wonderful people. But the job is Monday - Friday working 8 to 5. It's a pay grade 4, I'm at a pay grade 2 now. I love Lori as my supervisor, but as I've told Scott and some others. I love being in the field working hands on, but don't wish to be doing that forever. I never pictured myself as someone that could sit behind a desk and answer the phone and type memos, until I had to do it being an ex-supervisor, and I loved it! If I get this job, I'm going to definitely quitting Walmart. I want to quit now. I actually haven't been to work there in almost a week with the sickness and everything else. I only work like 16 hours a week anyway, WOW not really losing that much. But I will have to buy some new office clothes too, maybe I can wait until after I get the new clothes to quit, so I can get my discount. lol! Naw, more then likely I would go to Target, Sears, or Pennys to buy nice office clothes.
Mom and dad are doing just fine. Uncle Larry, Grandpa P., and a family friend, with is two sons, are coming out the first weekend of December to go deer and pheasant hunting. I'm staying at Scott for sure that weekend. Mom and dad are going to Texas to see Leon, Misty, Austen, Andrew, and Adam for Thanksgiving. Scott agreed to let Lucy stay at his house while they are gone, and I'm staying there too!
Well I believe the next book has been written, I'm still not very tired, but I need to lay down and try to get some rest.


Here's my songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i2rZ8Y1yY64 Nickelback - Got be Somebody
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i2rZ8Y1yY64 Celine Dion - I Drove All Night
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZVZX-W3vo9I Kanye West - Love Lockdown

New Beginnings

Well some may know that today our local Sam's opened. I was very glad to have this morning off at Walmart. I talked to Doug, a co worker at Walmart, and he felt that it was going to be very busy cause people would go to Sam's yes to see what they have but feel that it may be too expensive or decide that they don't need that item in bulk and come back to Walmart. I felt it was going to be slow at Walmart, I'll find out tomorrow when I go in, I'll ask Kris or Amanda. I did get my time change at Walmart approved. starting November 1st. I start working evenings. I think it will be a good change. It's too hard to try to work 11pm to 7am at Mosaic and then early boring mornings at Walmart. I figured this way I can work Walmart, and use Mosaic to kinda relax and settle down and then drive home for some rest after a very long night.
Speaking of Mosaic, it's going very well. I really enjoy working the over night shift. I love having Lori as my supervisor and I work with an elderly woman every night named Connie and she's very nice and funny. We seem to get alone great. It's very easy work, sometimes it's just hard to try to stay awake when you have nothing to do. I'm glad there's a TV and computer to help past the time.
We also had out Annual Boo at the Zoo on October 18th. Our them was Disaster at Sea. Pirate inspired. We went through 29 large bags of Tootsie Rolls! It was a lot of fun, but it was also very cold. Yesterday morning while driving home I had to drive in my first snow storm on the season. Oh how I haven't missed those. Of course none of the snow stayed, it melted as soon at it landed but it's supposed to be fairly warm this weekend. Great time to thaw out before the frost comes.
Some of you may remember me speaking of a man named Scott. He works at Subway as a store manager. He's super sweet. Well we've been hanging out a lot lately and we've decided to try dating. I've known him from high school days. He went to Garden and I went to Scott. I actually meet him at a debate tournament and we were against each other. It was a case of WMD's. My case was flawless. It was that the bull dozers in South America were killing the rain forests that the animals and natives live in. The bull dozer was the WMD. Tree, plants, animals, and people needed them for food and survival. It was an awesome case. Well in the end I my partner and I won the round and we spent the rest of the tournament talking and getting to know each other. We've been friends ever since, not super close though. Well when I moved back I went to eat at a Subway just down the street from the offices and I was like dude I know you. We hit it back off, and caught up and been best friends ever since. He's a great guy. He's got two roommates, Jamie and John. John recently got back from Iraq and is slowing returning to his life as an Army Reserve civilian. He seems to be readjusting well. He's kinda shy though, so is Jamie. I'm sure a few more visits from me and that'll change. No need to be shy around me, after all I do bath people for a living. I know it's not always the same but I'm not very modest so it doesn't bother me. We're going out Monday night. We were going to go bowling tonight but due to the crazy weather changes people have been calling in sick, so he had to work. No worries, I remember being a manager and never having free time and what very little time I got was used for sleeping or catching up on paper work. I don't know what he's got planned but whatever is fine.
I talked with mom and I only own like 600 left on my car so I'm gonna use the next two months to pay it off and hopefully a new car will be my Christmas present to myself! Hopefully my car will last that long, I think that either the fuel filter or fuel pump is going out. It's completely full of gas right now but acts like it's got nothing in it. I hooked the OBD-II up to it and there wasn't any system codes reported so I don't know was else it could be if it's not those. I'm gonna replace the filter first, less expensive and then see what else happens. I don't want to put too much money into especially if I'm just gonna trade it in. My car is actually sitting at Scott's right now. I've been using one of my mother's vans, he drove me home to get it the other night.
On a rather sad note. I'm sorry to say that my Great Aunt Mary Alice died. She was 92. This was my grandmother's oldest and last living sister. She took it very bad! With her mental state it was hard to watch as well. I hate to say it but I don't think my grandmother is going to live too much longer. She only weighs about 89 pounds and hardly eats. She can't remember anyone or anything. I pray she lives for many more years, but it to me it would be worse not knowing even your own age or name, which is what is currently happening. Someone asked her how old she was at the funeral as she rattled off her birthday but didn't know how old she was.
Also another sad note. My Great Uncle Guy is very ill. They gave him less then one month to live. He's down to 60 pounds and won't eat anything. I pray that The Lord will end all those who are suffering and take them to safer places.

Here's My Songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FupshBnL5OY Zac Brown Band - Chicken Fried
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X75mry1LcFg Katy Perry - Hot N Cold
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X75mry1LcFg Pink - So What

It's Back!

I got some bad news on Wednesday. My doctor called me and told me that I had abnormal results in my toxic screen for HPV. This is a virus that I thought I thought I got rid of when I was 13. It attacks the kidneys, ovaries, and is the leading cause of cervical cancer. Recently I've been really cold, and tired and this is probably why. I have to have surgery on November 3rd. and they're going to remove a sample of my cervix and test it for cancerous cells. If it comes back positive then they may have to take my cervix out completely. They had wanted to do that when I was 13 but I mom said no. There's a lot of pain, but the only thing I can take is Advil or Aleve.
Work is going really well at Mosaic. I started working the 11pm to 7am shift. I like it, not as physically hard. I have to talk to Walmart, cause I may need to leave for a while, but I want to be able to come back. With my pain it's hard to bend and such, maybe I could move to working in a less physically demanding position like a clothing stoker or greeter for a while, but idk.

Here's my songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3jzSh_MLNcY Kanye West - Stronger
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F-w0-agVE8g Toni Braxton - He Wasn't Man Enough for Me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ocif0HitnOQ&feature=user Omarion - Ice Box

Trip!

As many of you know this last weekend I got to go on a mini vacation! I was so super excited. I left after work on Thursday night, I stopped in Cimmaron to see Eric and drop off his sunglasses that he had left in my car. He doing very well, and he told me that he was going to see a friend in Ashland and have a guys night in of drinking and such. Sounded like fun, and after talking with him afterwards he agreed it was. I left his place around 11:30. I only stopped once more after that, in Pratt. I was kinda tired and I had told mom and Josh that if I got too tired I was going to pull over here in Pratt and rest a while. I stopped at a local gas station and saw that they had those 5 hour energy shots that I'd seen on TV. I've always wondered if they actually work so, never believing they would of course. So I got the Extra Strength one, and a cappuccino. I got out to my car and decided to try the shot first. I chugged it. It wasn't the tastiest thing but nonetheless not the worse I've ever tried. Then I chugged about half of my cappuccino. I started to drive out of town and about two miles down the road something kicked in and OMG y'all I was so hyper/ energized it was amazing. I'm not sure if it was the shot or the shot and cappuccino or what but if they or that combo works that well I'm gonna buy a years supply. I got to Wichita at about 2:15 am, Friday morning. I was surprised to find that when I had called Joshua that he was still awake. I went to see him at his folks house and was still hyper. I finally told Joshua at about 4:30 that I had to lay down, I wasn't tired but I knew that a crash was going to happen and I wanted to be prepare for it. I doubt that I was laying there for more then about 10 minutes cause the next thing I knew Joshua was asking me to get breakfast at about 7 am. After breakfast I dropped Joshua off and went over to see Jesse, and Henry the dog. I wasn't hungry but he was so I went with him to Spangles so he could eat brunch. He had class at 11 so I went ahead to my hotel. It was still early but I figured it wouldn't hurt to ask to see if I could check in early, and I did. They told me the room I had reserved wasn't open but they had another room, smaller but good enough for one person. I said sure. They gave me a small discount for the inconvenience and they room cost me a lot less too. I was very pleased to hear that. I stayed in room 137 at Motel 6.
I took a nap for about two hours and then got up to get ready for my date with Rion. Y'all I gotta say that he has the most amazing blue eyes that I've ever seen!!! I know it probably sounds cheesy but I'd need a map or I'd get lost in them. We went to Carlos O'Kellys for dinner and then to Towne West to see a movie. We watched Dark Knight: Batman. I'd seen it before, but he hadn't. That damn movie room was so damn cold!! I was shivering the whole movie, and I think I had a broken seat cause I kept slipping down out of it. and for the record I didn't fall asleep during the show! He thinks I did but I didn't. We were gonna drive around for a bit afterwards but my friend Jason had called and said he was on the way to get me so he just took me back to my room. Jason picked me up about 10:30 and took me to Club Rodeo. He'd never been there and I love seeing drink men in wranglers getting on a bull for 8 seconds. I danced a few line dances and I even talked Jason into doing the Cotton Eye Joe just before we left. For the first time a city white boy dancing it wasn't too bad. He just needs more practice. lol! After we left about 1:00 am we went to eat breakfast and then he dropped me off back at my room. I called Joshua the next morning about 8am so that he could come get his $50 from me. Jason had given it to me the night before, for his ticket to the show that night. He came and got it and invited me to breakfast and lunch with his family and I said no cause it was a family affair and that I would be uncomfortable. I told Rion that I wouldn't go to his either, he asked the night before. About 11 I called Susan and went to El Dorado to visit with her. I do feel for her. Her children are putting her through hell, and they don't even care. She's such a strong woman and I hope that she can find a way to deal with everything. Thoughts and Prays are with her and her family. I ended up driving her daughter, Sarah, to the zoo so that she wasn't there to be bothering her mom.
I got back about 1:30 and got lunch and then went back to my room to take another nap and got up about 3:30 pm to get ready for the show. Jason got there at 4:30 and since I was still fixing my hair he called Joshua to see what time to pick him up. He said 5:30 pm. Jason and I went to the mall really quick to get him a new shirt, and left to get Joshua. I still don't know what exactly happened, but Joshua texted me and said never mind that he would meet us there. It pissed me off, one we had already made the plans for the three of us to eat together and go to the show. I really wanted to have dinner together so that Jason and Joshua could get to know each other before the show. Would make the show a little less awkward, two strangers sitting together for 3 hours, ya know. The show was excellent! I love Jeff Dunham and all his characters. The opening act, Brian Haner, Guitar Guy, was so funny. I got Brian's CD, a Walter "Shut the Hell Up" shirt, and an Achmed " I kill you" dog tag. Jason drove me home, and I went to sleep. The next morning, Sunday. I went to church and then tried to call Joshua to see when we would go to the Zoo. Since I didn't hear from him I ended up going with Jesse, Amanda his girlfriend, and Jenny her friend. Y'all I have to say that my legs were killing me by the time I finished walking that whole place. I don't think it would have been so bad but I had flip flops on instead of tennis shoes. I got a hat and a shirt from the zoo. I asked Rion and Joshua to meet me for dinner somewhere that night so we could talk about some issues. We meet at Spangles and talked a little outside before eatting inside. I still feel that there is something that isn't being said. They both know that I'm the type of person that if I'm mad at you I'm gonna say I'm mad at you. If I think you're being a stupid dumb ass I'll tell you to your face. I don't hide anything, and I think there's something left that needs to be said that isn't getting out. But idk, I guess I'll wait and see. That night Joshua, Rion and I went to Cy's and played a few games of pool. Rion and I had a beer. I think Rion was cheating, knocking balls in when I wasn't looking. Joshua needs lots of practice. I went back to my room that night and watched TV and packed most of my bags so that all I had to do was put my shampoo and pjs in there and zip and load them in the morning. I slept in until about 9:30. I tried to fix my hair, which idk I tried cause when I opened my door it looked like a waterfall as over my room door. I loaded my car and went to Andover to eat lunch with Susan and then went to El Dorado. I got to see my niece, and nephews. Y'all Daniel is so damn cute!! I also got Lucy, she's a Welsh Corgi. She's so pretty and I brought her home with me. I had dinner again with Rion and Joshua before I left, we went to Jason's Deli. I only stopped a few times on the way back home, so that Lucy could run a little and go potty. I stopped to say hello to Eric once more too, and then left for home. I got back about 11 pm and went straight to bed. I unpacked the car the next day.
It was a great trip and I can't wait to get down there again. I'm saddened that I didn't get to see Jeff or Robert or Nadine or Steve, but maybe next trip.
I gotta thank, Josh, Rion, and especially Jason and Jesse for making it such wonderful trip!

Here's my songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=flAvh1o-s5E&feature=related Mat Nathanson - Come On Get Higher
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zGf0ByBPfuI Colbie Caillat - The Little Things
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yzyys6kW8yg Jordin Sparks - One Step at a Time

Long over due! Mixed Emotions!

I know I haven't written in a long time and for that I'm truly sorry. So here goes and sorry if this is incredibly long, but things need said and to those that read this, some people know whats going on and to others you might be surprised as to the mysteries that unfold in my life.

I have recently meet a very sweet, wonderful and caring man. His name is Eric, and he's from Michigan. He has moved into the area, about an hour and a half from me, he's a special education teacher, teaching in Ingalls. He's very devoted to his job, as any honest good hard- working person should be. We started seeing each other, but I knew and he had made very clear, that he wasn't looking for a serious relationship. Since I was, and still am I choose not to see him as anything more then friends. I deeply hope that he can be comfortable just being friends, and I'm sure that he will find someone that will treat him respectful and give him all the love and attention that he so desires. Many of you know that I have wrote a blog posted "Prince Charming". In that I had stated that I was only interested in dating white gentlemen. I also stated that I wasn't a racist, it's just what I prefer, and that I don't have any problem with other people having inter-racial relationships I just don't have them. And I also stated that I had "mixed" cousins and a niece and a nephew that are I love them just the same. I was informed my Eric that one of his gal pals from up north had read my blog posting and was very much offended by that comment, and I told him that I wasn't racist and I was truly sorry that I had offend her. I even offered to let him give my email and numbers to her and she may talk to me so that she could better understand why I had posted it and that it was said with honest intentions. This friend gave him the choice of either being friends with me or her. He choose her, he's had longer history with her and I respect his decision. What I don't respect is that anyone that forces another friend to pick one over the other. This ,to me, isn't a true friend! I know that I wouldn't and have never had to choose and I've never put someone in that position where they had to choose, in those cases I feel know one really wins, someone will and always gets hurt. In this case, I got hurt. Eric told me that I could still call and text him, like being a private friend. I don't think this is fair. I don't know why anyone would want to be secret friends, it's like we're trying to hide something and I strongly dislike this feeling. I even put a note on the top of that certain blog that said some people may not like what I pick but this is me, but I guess that never matters. I always say that I live my life with no regrets and I still don't, but I do feel saddened for cause so much drama to come over Eric, his friend, and I. I really put him into a difficult position and I'm truly sorry for that! I did go over and make him Spaghetti with meatballs, garlic bread, and cheesecake. I truly hope that he enjoyed it. I know he liked the cheesecake! I haven't talked to him much after that night, but he was my cherry lifesaver on Saturday. Woke up very early to let me drive over and use his shower since I had been working all night, I had to work my morning job at Walmart and then a 16 hour split at Mosaic, and I had to be back at 9 at Walmart again. I desperately needed a shower and he let me use his. I hope that he was able to go back to sleep once I left. I do feel bad that I caused him to go without sleep but I'm so truly thankful that he is so nice and sweet and he let me in. I don't know when I'll be able to see him again, probably not until after I get back from my trip, but then again we have texting, I don't call him much. Since he's a teacher he does work at home and I always am afraid I'm gonna messed him up or bother him if he's trying to focus. In total once I woke up at 6:45 Friday morning I was up until Sunday when I got home to sleep at 8am, and I had to be back at Mosaic at 3 pm. Needless to say I was extremely tired, but I got home last night at 12 and went straight to bed. I only have to work Walmart and I have an activities meeting at Mosaic, but that's it. I'm gonna go out and hang with Scott tonight. He offered to buy me dinner and go see a movie. It will be nice to sit down and kick it with a friend. I think he said that he needed help with putting out his Halloween decorations and anyone that knows me knows that I'm a huge holiday decorator. I love putting decorations out and making a house feel like a home. I thought about going to school for designing but I just have a passion to do it myself. I love being a health care worker and hopefully will continue in this field for a long time to come. That reminds me that I have decorations in boxes in the shed and I need to put up my own Halloween decorations at home. Plus tonight, Scott has this incredible massage chair. I told him if he ever comes home and it's gone it so wasn't me! lol! It's got the leg recliner where you're leg go into it and it massages you're calves and everything! So nice!!

Work is going OK. We are getting new schedules and I so don't like them at all. I'm gonna have to go to working overnights. But I'm going to go to working under Lori at either Pawnee or Henderson, or both. I really like Lori, unlike Liz and Angela. When Lori calls and needs something done it's "I know you're really busy but can you do this for me?" Liz and Angela it's "Go do this now!" It drives me crazy. We had a lady that needed a ride to church and they called, I was in the middle of cooking for two people and said they didn't even care. I'm sorry but someone eating to me is more important then going to church. Everyone that knows me knows just how religious I am but, if it was that important why couldn't they drive her over there themselves or call someone else. They always tell me they don't have staff that can do it, but we have staff all over this agency and I know there's other people with less work that could go and do it. I've been a DSM before and I know that sometimes it's jut easier to go do it myself them to call around and see who's available. But I do also know that DSM's jobs are very difficult and there are days when you feel you never get a break and you'd rather have someone else do it for you so you can try to have a moments rest. But I think it's important that they don't forget that with DSA's, which is what I, the company wouldn't work and that they should treat us better or they won't get special requests done. I was so mad at Liz yesterday. She called me to go do 6 - Plex and C- Street meds and cooking. I reluctantly said yes, but when I got over there the staff was already working. I called her back and was like what's going on they shave staff and she told me she wasn't answering her phone so that meant she wasn't at work. I'm sorry but just because I don't answer my phone doesn't mean that I'm not doing something, it to me, means that I am doing something and maybe didn't have time to pick it up at that second. We're not even supposed to have cell phones at work anyway, but when the DSM's need us they call our cell phones, strange huh?! Michael, I feel, no longer works for the agency. There's a lot of rumors going around about the reasons for his absence,and I don't know if any are true and it would be wrong to post them especially if they are false, it would ruin his credibility. He's such a nice man I would hate to think he's gone, but I hope that all is well and that everything works out for the best! My thoughts and prayers are with him.

I'm still making plans for my trip to Wichita! Should be a blast! Wait it's going to be a blast! I got my room booked for 5 nights at Motel 6! JEFF DUNHAM!!! Y'all I found the coolest photo of Walter for my desktop background. It's him with his arms crossed and below him it says Walter: He'll kick you're ass! lol!

Lastly, my Aunt Sharon and Uncle Gary are getting a divorce after 27 years of marriage. My Uncle Gary severely messed up and lost a great woman. My aunt is my mothers' sister. All I'm going to say on here to protect her is that he had bought a house in Olmitz and was having an affair. Sharon contacted a lawyer and got her a house for rent. Gary came home last night to a very,very,very empty house! They have three kids, my cousins. Darren, Debbie, and Dianna. Each knows the entire story and each are siding with their mother! I hope all works out well for her and that the judgement is handled in a timely and orderly fashion. My thoughts and prayers are with my Aunt and my three Cousins. I love you all and wish you all the best!

Here's my songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wJ1phmlq8BEoutube.com/watch?v=wJ1phmlq8BE Theory Of A Deadman - Bad Girlfriend
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4fykZ3PymMo KT Tunstall - Big Black Hourse And A Cherry Tree
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pvKgnkIN8C8 Brad Paisley - Waitin' On A Woman

More Favorite Things!

The Bucket List

Hit forward and place an X by all the things you've done and remove the X from the ones you have not, and send it to your friends (including me).

This is for your entire life!

(X) Gone on a blind date

(X) Skipped school

(X) Watched someone die

(X) Been to Canada

(X) Been to Mexico

(X) Been to Florida

(X) Been on a plane

(X) Been lost

(X) Been on the opposite side of the country

(X)Gone to Washington, DC

(X) Swam in the ocean

(X) Cried yourself to sleep

(X) Played cops and robber

(X) Recently colored with crayons

(X) Sang Karaoke

(X) Paid for a meal with coins only

(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't

(X) Made prank phone calls

(X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose

(X) Caught a snowflake on your tongue

(X) Danced in the rain

(X) Written a letter to Santa Claus

(X) Been kissed under the mistletoe

(X) Watched the sunrise with someone

(X) Blown bubbles

(X) Gone ice-skating

(X) Been skinny dipping outdoors

(X) Gone to the movies








1. Any nickname? Sammie, Samantha, Yeah you bitch! lol jk
2. Mother's name? Susan
3. Favorite drink? Coke, no ice, slightly chilled but not too cold, Sonic Cranberry Slushes, Starbucks White Chocolate Espresso with an extra shot and lots of whipped cream on top!
5. Body Piercings? Ears, lip, tongue. I'm gonna get my belly button, and maybe something else done later

6. How much do you love your job? I have two jobs and I love both of them, yes!
7. Birthplace? Great Bend, KS

8. Favorite vacation spot? Wichita Ks! lol!
9. Ever been to Africa? Nope, but I'd love to go to Egypt
10. Ever eaten just cookies for dinner? Oh hell yeah!
11. Ever been on TV? Yeah, during high school and college sporting events, and for some of my jobs in the past.
12. Ever steal any traffic signs? No officer! lol Actually yes I have, but I had help. Y'all know who you are!
13. Ever been in a car accident? Yes! But both weren't my fault! Thanks God for insurance!
14. Drive a 2-door or 4-door vehicle? I have a 4 door Mercury Sable
15. Can you drive a standard car? Yes I can! I wish I had one now, I'm hoping my next car will be one.
16. Favorite pie? PUMPKIN!!!! or My homemade cheesecake!
17. Favorite number? 8 and 33
18. Favorite movie? 8mm with Nicolas Cage. Blood, sex, and suspense! What could be better!
19. Favorite holiday? Gotta be Christmas! I love the idea that so many people forget about the petty differences and the holiday cheer is just so great! I wish more people acted all year around like they act at Christmas. Plus I love spoiling people and I'm very much a giver so I tend to give much more. I'm not so much concerned with receiving but I love giving! Tis better to give then receive anyway!
20. Favorite dessert? Mommas homemade crescent rolls, pumpkin pie, my cheesecake, macadanian white chocolate cookies, chocolate chip cookies, oatmeal cookies, white or yellow cake, better then sex cake, lol ok I'm gonna stop I just gained twenty pounds writing this list! lol! 21. Favorite food? Anything momma or daddy make, Mexican, Italian, anything spicy or with a kick, Chinese, American, idk I'm really not too picky about what I eat
22. Favorite day of the week? Umm, probably Tuesday, I normally have off from both my jobs so it works out better for me. Sucks that it's at the middle of the week but oh well, it's still a day off
23. Favorite brand of body wash? Bath and Body works Apple or Caress or Dove
24. Favorite toothpaste? Colgate Total spearmint, I don't use anything but spearmint
25. Favorite smell? Apple Cinnamon! Momma baking goodies, Rain!!
26. How do you relax? Talk with friends and family, read a good book, listening to my favorite musics, watch one of my favorite movies over and over even though I know every word. Walking in the rain, or sitting outside listening to wind blow gently through the trees with nature as my music to my life, or climbing up on the roof and watching the stars pass over head.
27. How do you see yourself in 10 years? 10 YEARS!!! (Good band) Well I'll be 32, hopefully having my CMA, CNA, and RN completed. Working for a great home health company as a Medical coordinator or in a hospital in either the birthing unit or on extended stay patients. I wouldn't want to work in ICU, or Emergency too busy and too sad. True I'd probably be sad in birthing too, but I'd rather cry to have a life brought into the world, then taken out of it. Hopefully married to a wonderful man, with children, and living in a nice home that I can call my own. I don't know exactly where I'll be living at, but I know that I'll be happy!


Note: Why is ther no number 4? Hopefully I'm not the first the realize this, If I am that's sad, I'm normally the last.



Here's My Songs:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8khHqMntkbQ Carrie Underwood- Just A Dream
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WK-H76JeFpA Maroon 5 Ft. Rihanna - If I never See Your Face Again
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KzwAXlWkk3Y O.A.R. - Shattered

These are a few of my favorite things!

Animals:
Horses, dogs (Siberian husky), cats, mountain lions, fish, birds

Color:
Yellow

Sports teams:
NCAA - Kansas Jayhawks (all sports)
NFL - New England Patriots
NBA - Seattle Supersonics, but they've moved to Oklahoma City
NHL- Wichita Thunder
MLB - Los Angeles Angels
Tennis - Andy Roddick, Venus Williams
NASCAR - Bobby Labonte
USA Olympics! (Go Phelps!!)

Pastimes:
Poetry, music, sports, spending time with family and friends, reading, driving around, going for long walks, watching a movie(s).

Food and Drinks:
Nothing beats mommas cooking but I do like Burger King, Old Chicago, IHOP, Sonic Cranberry Slushes, Coke, Starbucks White Chocolate Espresso (thanks Joshua), Green Tea


Books:
I love murder mysteries. But I must admit that I do tend to like some of the sappy romantic chick books too. Stephen King, James Patterson, Robin Cook, Ben Mikaelson, John Grishsom. Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas, Petey, Touching Spirit Bear, It, Chromosome X, Slaughterhouse Five

Movies:
There's a lot of movies that I love. I tend to like thrillers, horror, and scary movies the most, but I do enjoy the comedies too. Not a big fan of the sappy girly movies, but I will watch them sometimes. 8mm is by far my favorite of all time. Pirates of the Caribbean (all), From Hell, Ghost Ship, Final Destination (all), Secret Window, Edward Scissorhands, National Treasure 9 all), Goticka, House on Haunted Hill, Saw (all), Hell Raiser (all), Halloween (all), 40 year old Virgin, Matrix (all), Superbad. Stand -up comedians, Larry the Cable Guy, Ron White, Bill Engival, Jeff Foxworthy, Jeff Dunham, Rodney Carrington, John Petiton, All the Blue Collar. And I have a soft spot for the kiddie movies, Happy Feet, Sponge Bob Squarepants, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas, Rose Red, A Walk To Remember, The Notebook, Harry Potter (all), A Simple Twist of Faith, etc.

TV Shows:
I guess I tend to like some of the more nerdy shows. CSI, CSI: Miami, CSI: New York, Without a Trace, Law and Order, Law and Order: Criminal Intent, Law and Order: Special Victims Unit, and Jeopardy. But I do like others as well. Simpsons, Futurama, Family Guy, Friends, Will and Grace, American Idol, So You Think You Can Dance, Dancing With the Stars, Ghost Hunters, Paranormal State, House, Mindfreak, Colbert Report, The Daily Show, Comics Unleashed, Sex and the City, That 70's Show. And I love games shows too. Wheel of Fortune, 1 v. 100, Jeopardy, Family Feud, Crosswords, Price is Right, Weakest Link, Are You Smarter Then a Fifth Grader, etc.

Music:
I love rock music but I used to sing so I also enjoy country. I really do love all kinds of music. Breaking Benjamin, Three Days Grace, Korn, Seether, Linkin Park, Godsmack, Simple Plan, Eve 6, Jason Michael Carroll, Cole Deggs and The Lonesome, Bucky Covington, Garth Brooks, George Strait, Matrina McBride, Keith Urban, Nickleback, Chevelle, Sugarland, Evanescence, Pink, Leann Rimes, Josh Turner, Hinder, Hal Ketchum, Crossfade, Clay, Walker, The Wallflowers, Papa Roach, Eminem, Destiny's Child, Faith Hill, Aaliyah, Beyonce, Blake Shelton, Brad Paisley, Carrie Underwood, Kelly Clarkson, Daughtry, Disturbed, Fall Out Boy, Green Day, Maroon 5, Rascal Flatts, Tim McGraw, etc.

Quotes:
Imagine life is a game in which you are juggling five balls. The balls are called work, family, health, friends, and integrity. And you're keeping all of them in air. But one day you finally come to understand that the work is a rubber ball. If you drop it, it will bounce back. The other four balls - family, health, friends, integrity- are made of glass. If you drop one of these, it will be irrevocably scuffed, nicked, perhaps even shattered. And once you truly understand the lesson of the five balls, you will have the beginnings of balance in your life. - "Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas"

If you turn a gift away from its doors it always goes to the one who takes it in. - "A Simple Twist of Faith"




Here's my songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EpU78IeTx_c Metro Station - Shake It

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8jUZs0J2o18 Chucks Wicks - All I Ever Wanted

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a6zdhHLvT7k&feature=related Rihanna - Disturbia

When It Rains...

Well a lot of thing have happened lately. I've talked with my mom more about my trip and it's for sure happening, She's helping me with the arrangement and booking of the hotel since I've never really done that myself before. I'm so excited to see Jeff Dunham but I'm even more excited to see all my friends that I've dearly missed so much being out here in the boondocks. If I never see the show it would still be worth the trip just to catch up with everyone. I know five days seems like a lot but I'm sure it's gonna fly by so fast once I'm down there. I guess some is always better then none, but it always leaves you wanting more too.
I got a call from Walmart the other day, they asked me in for my interview. I got the job, all I have to do is pass my drug screening, and if I remember correctly I quit heroine like a week ago so I should be OK, JK! I don't do any drugs and I rarely if ever drink!!!!!! But I should be getting a call about the orientation anytime now, they told me they do those on Tuesdays which would be great, since currently that is one of my days off. I think I will continue to work the overnights at Henderson, but I'm not going to be working the 3-11 Monday shift there anymore. Tina and Lori stopped me today to talk to be about my performance there. I guess the other two girls feel that I'm not helping out as much as they would like me to, and that I'm ignoring them or not waiting to communicate with them. I told Lori and Tina that it's not that I'm not helping but I'm not sure what there is to do there. I told them the other two girls do all the cooking and they do the showers. And I keep asking them if they want any help and stuff and they tell me no, they got it. So I walk around checking for laundry, and vacuuming the floors, and cleaning the bathrooms. There's not much to do since most of them go to bed early, about 8 or so. I told Lori and Tina that both the other girls smoke outside on the patio and I'm allergic to the smoke so I choose not to be outside with them while they are doing that, plus both of those two girls know I have a sun allergy so I'm not going to go outside during the heat of the day and sit with them. I didn't tell Lori or Tina out the sun allergy, I didn't feel that it was necessary to tell them, but thinking about it now I think I should. I'm just worried that they'll see it as an excuse not to do certain activities and it's not that I'm not wanting to help out, but if I do I need to know when so that I can put some sun lotion on. I don't like to put it on everyday, cause being outside for 20 minutes isn't the problem, but I do burn very very easily so I would need to know when for my safety sake. Plus the one girl, Elaine, recently got into a fight and had a black eye and came to work looking like that Monday and I kid you not about every 5 or 6 words out of her mouth are nothing but cuss words. I know that I cuss at times, but not to that extreme and I don't really like hearing a woman talk like. Plus the other two girls are Mexican and talk in Spanish, which I know none of. Kinda puts me out of the picture.
Today at work I also attended my very first safety committee. It was really nice! I like knowing that I'm getting more involved with the workplace and it's good to get my opinions out there and making an even greater difference. It was a little strange to be at the first one, since I don't' know what has happened in other previous meetings, it's like playing catch up but, not too much has happened so that was a good thing. They gave me a list of when the meetings with me for the rest of the year, and if I can't make it just to let them know. I don't see any reason why I can't though. The meeting are all on a Wednesday and always at 10 am and any changes get notified in advance. But the only thing I might have issues with is there are times when the committee does random 1:30 am drills for tornadoes, fire and shelter in place and I looked at the calendar and some of them are on Mondays which might be hard for me to get to. But I think I'll just end up getting off at my 11 pm and driving to the park or office and taking a quick nap until it's time to do it, so that I'm not wasting fuel or making a special trip for nothing, although I have drove all this way for an hour long class, so idk. It's part of my job and duty so I'll just need to put forth the effort and get it done. Today I also get to meet Robert. He's the new guy they hired to work at Tri-Plex. I spoke with Annette and she said that we should get along and that he seems like a nice guy. I'll be so glad too, we can get a little more work done at those apartments and get them into better looking shape. Would be really nice to see us making some head way, especially in like AA and LB's.
Recently I have two friends named Josh. Most of you know about the one named Joshua, but the other, Josh, you probably don't. But Josh M. texted me on Monday and told me that he was getting rid of his phone, he told me it's starting over with his life and other then family doesn't want any connections to the previous life. I told him that I was always going to be his friend and that no matter what I would always miss him. He's recently had to move back in with his parents and he lost his job and he failed out of school. I tried to tell him that I know EXACTLY where he's coming from and that everything was going to be alright. But he told me this was a good time for him to just start over and live like a hermit and just give into working on the farm. I told him that he has so much more potential then that and shouldn't give up, continue going to school and trying to get to the places he wants to be. I haven't been able to reach him by phone or email or anything so I guess if he doesn't want to know me anymore it's his loss, but I will always be there for him if he ever needs me. He's one of my best friends and maybe this rough patch will get paved over. I'll just have to wait and see.
Now my other friend, Joshua B. I'm still not really sure what happened but I'm just glad that he's doing so much better and that he's talking to people and working things out. He scared me Monday also but in the end I think he knows whats right and knows what needs to happen. I'm so happy to hear a difference voicemail greeting, even if it's just the standard computer lady resiting the phone number, but I'm sure he'll switch it back to a personalized one shortly. I couldn't picture him out of my life and I'm so happy to have him as a friend! But really he's more then friends, he's family! My brother from a another mother! lol! I would be greatly saddened if he were not in my life and cherish each talk and moment that we have together. He's one of the main reasons I'm going to Wichita in October. I hope he know just how truly amazing and special he is and knows just how lucky and how many people love and care for him! And if he don't I'll be the one to kick his butt for not knowing! lol jk!
Well onto some other friends. I've also recently spoke with my good friend Jason. He told me a lovely but freaky story about his co-workers daughter on Monday. I have to admit that after the two Josh's I was really glad to hear from him. He always makes me laugh and puts a smile on my face, which is just what I needed at that time. I won't repeat here what the story with the daughter was but trust me it's worth hearing! At least we know she has excellent computer skills. She should be very popular going into high school as a freshman if this gossip girl story gets around too! Jason told me also that he was still planning on coming to see me out here in the west. I don't know when yet and neither does he, but if he doesn't hurry his butt up I'm not going to be able to ask for those days off and I might actually beat him down there. He made a joke about how that would save him a ton of gas and money, and I told him it wouldn't cause he'd be taking me out to dinner! lol! I think I've told just about everyone one that I'm coming down, and when I'm coming down so it should be a great trip. Wait it WILL be a GREAT trip! I know it will be! I just don't know what I'm gonna wear or pack to wear. What can I say, I am a girl and I do tend to over pack a little but I never know what I'm gonna need. I usually plan for almost everything, and I plan for things that might happen. I'm not talking about packing a parka for a summer vacation but you never know. Could be a summer in Alaska! lol jk! I've also talked to Rion a lot lately! He's such a great guy and funny! I'm just glad I found another guy to talk sports to. You'd be surprised out of all of my guy pals Rion, and Don are about the only two that care about sports. Speaking of sports! OMG OLYMPIC TIME! Cute guys in tight sporty suits! Swimmers, divers, gymnastics, etc! HELL YEAH!! Michael Phelps!
My parents went down to visit my sister, Helen and her family who live in El Dorado. They went shopping in Wichita and had a good time. My mom went to a garage sale and bought me a "Parking Only for KU Jayhawks Fan" sign and hung it on the carport next to where I park. I really like it. She said it was only 50 cents and the plastic covering was still on it. I'd say it was the best bargain ever! But they are all doing well down there, my sister is huge! The baby is kicking her ass though. The doctor told her that she'll probably be about a week early. And I guess my nephew, Jacob, is having a bad case of the terrible threes. Everything is NO! But I kinda laugh because hearing stories of my sister as a kid sounds like a repeat of personalities! Everyone that knows me knows that I don't talk much with her and that we don't get along like we should, but she's 11 years older then me and we just have very different lives. I still love her with all my heart but sometimes she's a little too motherly. I got a wonderful mom, I wish I just had a sister. My mom did say that she seemed to really enjoy the baby blanket my mother made for her, which is good. Mom also said that they are giving away their dog Lucy, a Welsh Corgi. She said it's just too much pressure to have two, almost three kids, and take care of a dog too. Which is understandable. I told mom she should have just brought it back here to stay with us. All the hard work was done with the dog. Potty training and stuff. But mom still has her adopted half inside half outside cat, Tabby. I've never seen Lucy chase after a cat, but ya never know. I know Tabby doesn't like dogs either.
I'm excited to get my next check on the 19th. This is the big one! 56 hours of overtime! Yeah baby yeah! Very grrrr! I told mom that I'd like to get some things paid off with this and see how much I got left over. I know I'm almost done paying on most of the credit cards and I'm almost done paying off the hospital so. YEAH ME! Pretty should maybe I'll have some more in the bank and can watch that bundle get a little bigger. It would be nice to know that if I needed something like new shoes or whatever I could just go out and but them, which I do need new shoes for work. Plus mom has been looking around and in about 6 months I'll have my car and mom will have one of her vans paid off and then we can look into getting a her a new work van and me a different car. I'm thinking new birthday present for myself!! Wink Wink!! Dad's about to start going back into harvest for corn and milo so he'll be working a lot of overtime too. Should make sometimes better! Mom and dad have both told me that they are really proud of me and appreciate the effort that I'm putting out trying to help them and working so hard to get back on my feet. It's nice to hear them say that! Last night mom was happy that I was actually home for one night. I made spaghetti and meatballs, garlic rye bread and salad. Mom was glad not to have to cook when she got home and I had supper ready and on the table for them when they walked in the door. Then mom cut my hair, it's shoulder length. Almost all one length, I'm excited. It's still long enough to put into a pony tail too. I'll be glad when it's back down to my waste line. I guess about a year til it's there, but my hair grows fast so idk. Mom also helped me put a relaxer in it, it's still curly but a little more manageable. I went to bed early about 8 for some well deserved rest. I fell asleep watch my dvd of Jeff Dunham Spark of Insanity. I wake up to find it playing the opening them song on the root menu. Turned it off and went back to bed.


Here's My Songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-y8sy5r82iE Eli Young Band - When It Rains
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xWYRfsjBNQk Jo Dee Messina - Bring On The Rain
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6m5H5QgzBJo&feature=related Breaking Benjamin - Rain

Oh Hell Yeah!

It's for sure on that I'm getting to go to Wichita for my trip! I'm so happy! I could really use a vacation and and if I keep working as much as I am I'm gonna have a sweet trip! I kinda made a list of all that I want to do and if I get to do all of it then it's gonna be an amazing trip! I've been talking a lot with both Rion an Josh a lot. They have a lot of ideas about what to do, so it should be fun!

My friend Jason is still planning on coming out to see me sometime! I hope he tells me when he's coming out so I can ask off for that weekend!

Well work is going great, as I said I'm working a lot! My next check is gonna have 56 hours of overtime! I know it feels like it's killing me now, but I'm looking forward to the long run! I had my 90 interview with Debbie and talked to her about how the work situation was going, with Norma and all. She said that she would get caught up with Tina and Barb, but since Barbs last day was Monday, Michael is the new supervisor. Michael is the bomb! He's so funny and smart! Plus I always get along better with men so I think it'll be a great match! Plus I know that Norma doesn't like having a male supervisor and I think it should be great. Norma is just another way of proving that: Women are bitches! Which is why I choose to hang out with men! I can talk about sports and movies and music and lots of things that no woman would want to talk about! I know that I'm a tomboy and I could care less! I love me and I ain't gonna change!

Here's my Songs:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WC_3XPqNoEg The Lost Trailer - Holler Back

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EM9KLh9rhuo Craig Morgan - Love Remembers

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sybiUtBWdB8 Jessica Simpson - Come On Over

Sleepless in Scott City

Well, yes I know I haven't updated in a long time, so here goes.
I've been working like crazy lately. Lots of 16 hour shifts. But it's going to make for some awesome checks! I just know in the long run it'll be wroth it. I can get some more bills paid off, and afford to make a trip to Wichita. I'm hoping to come down in October, there's a Jeff Dunham performance, and y'all know I'm a huge fan! I Love Peanut and Walter. Well I love all of them, but those two are the best. I have both of his DVD's and I can quote about every damn word from both of them. I'm just worried that I might not be able to afford to come down, but I'm working on that. Hotel, gas, and food so. I'm just trying to save some so I can come down. I REALLY REALLY REALLY want to.
But work is good none the less. I got my package for my tuition reimbursement. The deadline for the fall season is this August 1st. So I think I will just wait and turn it in for submission for the December 1st. deadline. That way I can also be sure of myself and get everything done. It's a rather huge packet and they're really picky about who they allow to get the reimbursement. If there's one flaw they'll reject it. I gotta make sure all my work is 100% or I'm screwed. Plus I want to wait til December because if by some chance I don't get excepted for the reimbursement I want to have the money saved up so I can pay for it myself. I wanna get my CNA!
The Scott County Free Fair is going on. My dad volunteered me to help him during the parade. I got off work Friday morning at 7 and my dad calls me at 7:30 and tells me to come eat breakfast with him and momma at the Broiler. I get there and order biscuits and gravy with two scrabble eggs. It was very good. Then dad told me to go home shower and come back to town to help with the parade. I was like I just finished working a 16 hour shift and now I gotta be in a parade! But instead of arguing I just did it, and besides my dad and I don't get to spend much time together so it was nice to just be able to talk with him. We had the biggest box of damn candy that I've ever seen. Snickers, Reece's, Tootsie Rolls, Dum Dum's, Smarties, Jaw Breakers, Twistlers, and even more. Dad told me to just throw like 5 or 6 pieces at a time. So we started off, dad was driving the Co-Op service wagon and I start throwing the candy. I look over about four or five blocks later at my dad and see him throwing massive hand fulls of candy. I was like so much for 5 or 6 pieces at a time, so I started throwing hand fulls too. I think my dad got more candy in the truck then he was throwing out the window lol! But we still had like 1/4 of candy left my the time we got back to the Co-Op. So then the parade over I figured I could now go home and rest, but nope. Mom and dad wanted me to follow them to Garden for some shopping and lunch. So by the time we got done with lunch, they went to Walmart and I went to the library to get some new books. I talked to Rion a lot that day too. He's so funny. But I went to work that afternoon at 3. I worked yet another 16 hours that day, and got off at 7 pm and drove home. I finally got home at 8 and went straight to bed. First time I'd been to bed since I had gotten up at 11 am Friday. I was beat!
Tonight I volunteered to work a HS shift, 11 to 7. Even though it's my day off. Tuesday through Thursday I got class, so I have to go in a little early each day.
Everything is going well, and I got my next gas bill, YEAH it went down $200!! I was so happy to hear that. Well I'm off to bed again, need to get as much sleep as I can get so my body gets restored, and plus it'll help me tonight to actually be fully rested.
Have a great week! Peece and Love! LOL!

Here's my songs:

http://youtube.com/watch?v=KE2orthS3TQ Duffy - Mercy

http://youtube.com/watch?v=sYyzJ2pmGoU&feature=related Elisa - Dancing

http://youtube.com/watch?v=5I9rrqN7q0I Jason Aldean - Relentless

Rumors

Well recently I had some trouble here at work. I went to work Saturday and I normally store my extra drinks and dinner in Dorothy and Katie's fridge. I walked in to do such and Dorothy was sitting in her chair and she told me "Congratulations! Norma, my co -worker, said you're were pregnant." I was caught off guard by this and I open the fridge and Norma walked in and I said "What!?" She said "Norma said you were pregnant." Norma spun around and yelled at Dorothy that she shouldn't repeat everything that she hears and walked out. I then preceded to tell her that I was not pregnant. Then my co- worker started yelling at me that she claimed to be doin' all the work. I didn't want to argue or have that conversation in front of the clients and told her that I didn't mind having the conversation but in the privacy of the office. I felt that it wasn't true or fair. I was so upset by what she had said to and about me that I called my best friend Josh and then I called my boss Barb. I was so upset at what had just happened my hands were shaking and I was crying. She called her supervisor Tina and then called me back to tell me that we were going to have a staff on Monday at 4pm. I then told her I would defineately be there and that I would like not to be in contact with her til then. Sunday I went to the group just down the street until she left and then went back down to Tri- Plex. Monday at our meeting we sat down that addressed the issues. Norma said that she felt she was doing everything to which I replied that she takes everyone but two people to go budget and shopping on mondays and tuesdays. I told her that I help one of the other two on wednesday with budget and shopping, and then I take most of everyone to softball practice for Special Olympics. I told them I normally stay there to watch myself since if it's too hot or there isn't enough people there then they can't practice and they would get done early and would need a ride home and that way I'm already be there to pick them up too. Then I told her on Thursday I do a lot of cleaning, but instead of doing the work for them, I do a lot of the work with them and it might take them an hour to clean the living room, but they are doing it themselves, which is the primary goal of the whole agency. Norma said that she understood that and didn't realize that. Plus I told her I'm only there two full days a week, and that there are other people that work there. I told her I wasn't quite sure if I believed that she did or didn't say that about me being pregnant, but I have read Dorothy's plan and back ground and there's nothing that states she would just make up stories. I told her it hurt me more that someone would say that about me then to tell me that I wasn't do my job well enough. Tina even told me that she didn't understand why I was only a DSA and not a DSM. She said I was over qualified for my current job. I told her I would love love love to be a DSM but living in the sticks and not being able to be on call for the agency, staff, and clients is unfair and if I lived closer and could be available I would apply to be one. My boss then told me that Norma and I are completely different workers with different styles but both dedicated and hard working, and two of her best employees and that I needed to suck it up and work with Norma or transfer to another location. I agreed to try and work with Norma again, but also told them to have my transfer papers ready cause I will not tolerate working with someone that belittles and is backstabbing and the first time I work with her and this happens I'm requesting the transfer immediately. They agreed.
Moving on to a completely different and happier topic now. Last night I had a date with a really great guy named Jeremy, he's an undercover cop. He goes to Walmart, bars, etc. in street clothes and makes sure things are running smoothly. I sorta felt bad cause he called me and told me he didn't want to go and was feeling a little sick, but I told him I had drove an hour for the date, so he agreed to come out and meet me at the movie theatre. We watched The Hulk! Edward Norton is the best Hulk ever! It's a great movie and y'all gotta go see it. He actually put his arm around me and I put my hand on his shoulder for most of the movie. We walked out holding hands, and we went down by the river to talk and get to know each other a little better. I really like him, I hope he calls me. He did write me an email telling he thought about me all night and couldn't wait until our next date. I replied to him asking when that was gonna be and if we go back down by the river to bring a blanket next time, the sand was nice, but it's still all over my car seat. I haven't gotta his reply but he told me he had to work the rest of the week so I'm sure he will.
Josh said the apartment search is underway. His computer crashed so he hasn't been able to write a blog but he will shortly. I told him that Rion and him are newest Odd Couple! He laughed and told me he hadn't thought about that. Y'all know it's true!

Hope everyone has a great week! Later y'all!

Here's my songs:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=532jxGDRjGY Crystal Shawanda - You Can Let Go
http://youtube.com/watch?v=w2Ld4YXlyGk Lindsay Lohan - Rumors
http://youtube.com/watch?v=zefcQAzl9ok&feature=related Demi Lovato - This Is Me

Great Memories!

Recently I have had the great opportunity to talk to some old friends, and make a new one. I was on facebook and Max IM'd me, he was in my brothers class. He wanted to know what Leon was and all that. I told him he was fine, lived in Texas, married with 3 kids and would be back this way around Christmas. Then he told me he always thought I was cute, but was always too shy to say anything. I told him I always thought he was cute, but not quite my type. He then asked if I had changed since since high school, and I replied to him to look at my photos and he told me I looked the same and that I had grew a little more, better. He told me he had a few friends that would love to date him, he's in Manhattan. I told him if I ever get that way again we'll go out to Aggieville for drinks and catch up, but not really wanting to date long distance. Since I don't get up there often. The last time I was up there my KU flag was torn off my car, I'm glad my window didn't break too, since it was so cold.

Last week I also had lunch with my old friend, Tyler. We went to Subway. It was nice to catch up with him. I told him, since he works with computers, to come out and fix mine. He also showed me his new car he just got. Blue Jeep Liberty. It's very nice. Tomorrow he's umpiring at Scott so we're going to hang out before and after the game. I'm exciting. I haven't seen any of the summer games yet this summer. Give me a chance to work a little on my tan while watching too, especially since I have tomorrow off. I was supposed to have today off, but an idiot new staff working a 24 Hour care group home got into a wreck and possible broke her wrist. Not a very good first day on the job, but it was her own fault. I was told she was driving, and 8:30, so it's almost dark, on her way to Walmart to get some Tussin for a client of ours with no lights on. She decided to clean off her windows and since she could see through the bugs and fluid she turned wrong and right into a light pole. I know the girl personally, not the brightest star in the sky, but I never would have guessed she was this stupid! Plus she was in her own car! Company will pay for her medical bills, but not for the car. I don't know why she didn't use the company van, but who knows! Any way I was asked to go over early to help cover her shift, and then they had a call in, so I had to work 16 hours yesterday/ today with no lunch or dinner breaks. I was so hungry by the time I got off work. Plus I found out that Dawn, a DSM, quit, and my boss, Barb, turned into their 2 weeks notices! Honestly I'm glad to see Barb, especially after I got her in trouble for not doing or filing paperwork. I'd love to get the DSM position, since I know I'm qualified, but living in the sticks an hour from work it's too hard. Maybe when I get a little more saved, and some more bills paid off I can move to Garden. I actually thought about talking to Debbie, our ED, cause they've helped others in this situation. Plus I'm almost ready to get my benefits and I need to go talk to Debbie anyway for my 60 day interview.
Also, I called and talked to my good buddy Josh! He's planning on moving in with Ryan, his friend. He let me talk to Ryan for a while. I really, really enjoyed our little talk. He said he might take me to DCRP, I think that sounds awesome, said he had family in Dodge. I'm glad he's a sports buff like me, it's a good way to always keep a conversation going. Since there's so many different types of sporting events. I went and saw the Olympics website, on NBC and there are sporting events on there that I didn't think about. Shooting and archery, and lots of others. I like Swimming, gymnastics, and track the best to watch! What can I say each of those have HOT HOT HOT men in tight little uniforms! Have you seen the arms on some of those men?! OMG WOW HOT WOW!! Anyway, I really hope he calls me, Ryan again. I'd like to talk with him more, and he's really funny too. It's not fair though, Josh showed him photos of me but I have yet to know what he looks like.
OMG, I almost forgot! HAPPY Belated INDEPENDENCE DAY!! My friend, Jason, sent me a photo of the fireworks he bought! OMG WOW!! I think he lit up the town that night! I would have loved to see them, maybe next year. He told me he's going to try to come out and see me in either August or September! I can't wait! Should be so much fun! I can't wait! We'll go out and hit the town!
I think I'm gonna change my background again too, but I'm not sure to what yet. Who knows, maybe I'll get creative, lol!

Here's My songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5pXrMPtCVcE Lady Antebellum - Never Alone
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_-sNIWi2fLs&feature=related Flyleaf - All Around Me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_2hMgmIkmo0 Natasha Bedingfield - Pocketful of Sunshine

Cast Away!!

I finally got my cast off yesterday!! I'm so happy and excited! My friend Tyler was making fun of me, he told me I was too happy to be wearing two shoes again! lol! I told him to shut up!

Work is going really great! Especially now that I can do it better. We're throwing a surprise birthday party for one of my clients, Lori. Her birthday is Friday. We're having a picnic type party. Annette is going to either bring fireworks or take them all to the fair grounds for the big show. Be cheaper to take them to the show, but that's just my thinking. I told them I would bring a relish dish, so that there is something nutritious there. I have to go in early tomorrow but only 30 minutes, but I get off 30 minutes early too. Friday I was too a double shift again! Yes it's gonna suck ass again but I need the overtime.

Dad is working a lot lately, harvest hours started about a week ago. I told mom that I would cook supper for them tonight, I'm making my famous spaghetti and meatballs.

Mom is working on the new baby blanket for Helen's baby boy. She works on it at home and while waiting for dad to get off work, since they car pool together. It should be a nice blanket, three sades of blue and one white. Mom said she's not happy about having another boy, she wanted a girl. I told mom that not all kids are alike and maybe he'll be worse, mom cracked up laugh and said that my two brothers both said the same thing. lol! Nice to know that the smartest folks in the family still think alike. Anyway, mom said they may come up to see up this weekend! DAMN! Just want a need, a bitchy pregnant woman in the house. I can't wait. If she can't come up this weekend then it won't be til after the baby is born! Aww Shucks! Breaks my little ice boxed heart!
Mom and dad's anniversary is Friday as well! I think it's going to be there...27th? I don't know if that's right but it's close. I know Jason is 27 now and he was just a baby when they married. Yeah cause he's five years older then me, until October. I got them a card, but that's it. I don't know what else to do since I'll be working and dads in harvest. IDK! I'm gonna try to change my profiles so that they're all patriotic for the holiday! Wish me luck!

If I don't tell y'all before the, Happy Independence Day! And please everyone be safe!

Here's My Songs:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IhOfuSbynEM&feature=related Darius Rucker - Don't Think I Don't Think About It

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9AXD-Nr2oFE Breaking Benjamin - Polyamorous



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M5kPFwxUtNY Black Stone Cherry - Lonely Train

One Word

You can only type ONE Word!
Not as easy as you might think. Now copy or forward, change the answers tosuit you and pass it on. It's really hard to only use one word answers. Youcan only type one word. Send it to as many people as you want but especiallythe person that sent it to you:
1. Where is your cell phone? Charger

2. Where is your significant other? Neverland


3. Your hair color? Black


4. Your mother? Strict

5. Your father? Gentle

6. Your favorite thing? Tattoos

7. Your dream last night? Hopeful

8. Your dream/goal? Money


9. Your favorite job? Mine


10. The room you're in? Living

11. Your hobby? Cooking

12. Your fear? Debt

13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Wichita


14. Your favorite place to relax? Zoo


15. What you're not? Skinny

16. Muffins? Banana

17. Top of your wish list? Money
18. Where you grew up? Kansas
19. What were you doing before you sat at your computer? Shower

20. What are you wearing? Clothes

21. Last thing you watched on TV? Crosswords

22. Describe your pet? None

23. What kind of car do you drive? Sable

24. Your life right now? Stressed

25. What is your mood today? Content

26. Missing someone? Always

27. Do you have any regrets in life? Yes

28. Your favorite store? Spencers

29. Something you're not wearing? Jewerly

30. Your summer? Hot

31. Love someone? Yes

32. Your favorite color? Yellow


33. When is the last time you laughed? Yesterday


34. Last time you cried? Today

35. Who will resend this? Anyone
- Show quoted text -
SEND TO A FEW PEOPLE & BE SURE TO SEND IT TO THE PERSON WHO SENT IT





Here's My songs:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aHU9dN0Itrk - 3 Doors Down - It's Not My Time

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6eNEZxxcGUA&feature=related Taylor Swift - Should've Said No
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8WVCUEifZYI 12 Stones - Adrenaline

One foot at a time!

Hey y'all, I know it's been a while, sorry. Well recently I was under the impression that I had mastered the act of walking in my adolescence, and I was very very wrong and sadly mistaken. I went to step off the our handicap ramp at work and twisted my ankle. I called and reported it to my boss and she told me to go home and that I'd have to get it looked at tomorrow, if it got worse I was to call her right away. I went home and dad helped me put an ace bandage around it, get ice to put on it. I went to bed and when I got up the next morning it looked as if I had a softball on each side of my ankle, and I could barely walk. I called my boss and she had me call Kriss, our HR person at work. She made me an appointment. I had to be there at 3. I got there and had to wait almost 2 hours til they saw me. They took x-rays. It was broken. The doctor actually asked how I even walked it, me being a smart ass said one foot at a time. They put me in an air cast that I can take off every night for showers and sleeping. He asked if I wanted any time off and I said no. Since I had all day Tuesday off. He then told me I should use crutches for a few days and I more or less told him where he could stick those damn crutches. He was going to write me a script for pain and I told me no, because I can't take that and work, so he told me to take all the Ibuprofen I wanted. He told me I gotta wear this cast for two weeks and I got my next appointment on the 30th. I finally got out of there about 6 pm. Turned in my paperwork to Annetter and I drove to Scott. I ate with mom and dad at Pizza Hut. Dad is glad to be back at work. They're putting a pipeline in that goes from Texas to like Montana and my mom is going to rent out the lower lot to some of the workers so they can have a place to put some mobile homes so the workers can sleep and eat. Mom said we should get like 3000 or so for it. They're only gonna be there for like a month. Work, other then being an idiot that can't walk, is going really well. My boss, Barb, had our weekly personal meeting, about how things are going. She also wanted to know how much I'm learning about each client. I told her that I really liked Norma, the other staff, but she does everything on mondays and tuesday
I think I'll end with a funny story tongiht. Wednesday is was raining very heavily at work, I'm talking down pour rains!I was in Bryan's place and I saw Dustian standing in the doorway of his place. I yelled at him to leave the door open that I was coming over. I started out and when I got to Doroty's place I saw him look over and shut the door. Since I couldn't run very good I hobbled over as good as I could and as quickly as I could too. I got to the door and went to open it and it was locked. I also found out that there's a golf ball size hole in the guttering over their door. By the time I got the right key and got inside I was drenched from head to toe. Both Rick and Dustian each had a drink and a blanket on their laps. Rick looked up at me and asked "Is is raining?" Both of them laughed at me, and dustian let me borrow his blanket to heat myself up cause I was cold, and Rick was washing all the towels in the place.

Here's my songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NoKPi8xtyjA Katy Perry - I Kissed a Girl
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=crywKSFiWXY Rev Theory - Hell Yeah
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eGvg4MQAyVU&feature=related Theory of a Deadman - Bad Girlfriend

Weekend

This weekend my friend Josh came out to visit. We went to the zoo, a movie, Monument Rocks, quick tour of Scott Lake, my high school and just hung out. I hope he had fun. He kept taking pictures of me, and I don't like me pictures taken. I did change me hair, and redid my nails. I really like my hair. My nails are nice, but the lady that did them didn't trim them so they are super long, and they're kinda dirty looking, but that's my fault not hers. My toes look great!

Mom and dad will be back tomorrow night. I hope they had a good trip!

My boss changed my shift schedule. I'm happy that I now work Wednesday through Sunday 3 to 11 everyday, but I'm working at a lot of different places. I know it shouldn't matter where I work at, but there's this one client that I'm just not sure if, even with all my skills, I can work with her. Plus I haven't ever met her, so that might be different. But by the end of next month I can apply for the tuition reimbursement. $1000 a year! I know I want to get my CNA first, and then my CMA. So if I can get $1000 for the rest of this year, and $1000 for next year, that would be awesome. I really love the medical field and hope that I can continue to grow in it.

I saw a former class mate of mine, Andy. He looked really good! I always had a thing for him. I wasn't allowed to date til I was 18 and I thought about telling him just how much I liked him or something on our class trip. But I was too nervous, and scared, but we did get share a very nice Hawaiian sunset, and I helped make his fake ID and sneak him into the gentleman's club that was across the street from our hotel. After all, the girls that usually caught his eyes don't look anything like me. And he's a little too short for me too. But wow, he did look really good. He was the bad boy of my class, and the school.

One of the gals I work with, Norma. Said that her and I should go out to the bars and stuff. She said he'd take me as long as I doll myself up. I don't normally, I think the last night I went out was with Dan and I wore holey faded jeans over my gym shorts, sleeveless t shirt, and I french braided me hair right outside the bar. We left the gym and went to eat at Hooters, and then went to Club Rodeo. I know I can look good if I just put some effort into myself, but I really don't care either. I never have cared what people thought about me, but I'm my own worst critic too. Maybe if we go out I can meet a new guy! Well here's to wishful thinking!

Here's my songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vfyg3pz2b6I Seether - Fine Again
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g1ENjfLNVdg Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Face Down
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xCd8Ig9RLqY&feature=related Miranda Lambert - Gunpowder and Lead (Live)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rzrl8UNj51g&feature=related Hal Ketchum - Past the Point of Rescue (Not the actually video, just lyrics to the song!)