9 to 5

I had orientation tonight at my new job. Filled out all my paperwork, and I have another training class tomorrow! I get my first check like next week, true it won't be very much but I'm making some and that's the important part! I also found out that I still have this weekend off so Joshua and Jason can still come out! I miss all my friends but those two are the ones that I talk to the most so I'm very happy to see them. Mom and dad are still leaving either Wednesday or Thursday. I'm hoping Wednesday! It'd be nice to have some time away from them. I helped mom pack the truck today. I'm almost certain that she's packed everything including the kitchen sink. I just hope she needs everything and that all goes well for them.
It's supposed to be so nice tomorrow! Like in the 90's. I might wear shorts tomorrow, but I'm still pretty white so you never know. I need some serious sun, but hopefully I won't burn like my shoulders did. But I think it did leave a nice looking tan. I always have to been careful when I'm in my sun, especially on my shoulders. I have sun bumps, and I burn very easy. I guess it's a mild form of a sun allergy.
I'm not going to be up late tonight since I have to be at work at 9 am for my first training class. I got two classes tomorrow. I should be done by like 2 pm or so. I don't remember exactly. But I will have to fill up the gas tank tomorrow. I'm at half a tank right now. I should be able to get to Garden City and back on that.
My friend Josh said that he might be able to pick my up some clear lip rings. That way I can still wear my lip ring at work but it's not as noticeable, but I can't take my ring out for too long or else it will close up and that would be throwing forty dollars down the drain. At least here at this company they aren't as pushy with the dress code as Starkey was. I have show any or all tattoos as long as they aren't offensive, and they really don't care about piercing as long as they are tasteful and not offensive. I can wear shorts, as long as they aren't shorty shorts. But I can't wear any flip flops or sandals. I have to wear closed toe shoes. I'll have to buy some new sneakers sometime soon. The ones I have are good but just a little worn in. I normally wait until they're falling apart, but comfort is key. Maybe I just need new inserts. That's probably it. Maybe tomorrow after work I'll take another walk around the zoo. I wanna see if I can get a photo of the Mountain Lion. It's my favorite animal. I know it's not the typical animal but they're so beautiful, and they really are the calmest of all the big cats. I think they part I love most about them is their eyes! Big, golden brown! I did a report on them in the sixth grade. I think I got an A, but I really don't remember. I was always a good student, and I guess I always liked school. I wont' to go back and get my CMC, CNA, or even my RN. But for sure my CMC, and CNA. That way I get a job working pretty much anywhere in the medical field. But only time will tell just how that goes.

Monday Monday!

In a way I'm copying my friends title, but I just heard the song playing on my computer. I don't know if that's exactly what it's called but it's sung my the Mama's and the Papa's. I really like them, it's too bad that one lady had to die.
Tomorrow I start my new job and I couldn't be happier or more excited. I worked on straightening my so that tomorrow it's not so hard to do. I do like my curls but they make my hair so hard to deal with. Oh the feeling of straight hair! Straight hair people don't know how awesome it feels to run you fingers through your hair with no knots or rats or anything to stop you. And it feels so soft too! I thought about getting highlights actually, but a dark blonde color so it looks more natural.
I baked a cake tonight too! I really do like baking, but I don't think I could do it everyday.
Well for once I think I'm done with today's' post. I know a miracle that I didn't take up nine pages, but it does happen. Mark you calendars!

HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY!!

I got a call from Annette at Mosaic!! I start my new job Tuesday night at 6 pm!! I must say I didn't scream, mom and dad were home but I did run back to my room and jump a few times on my bed.
Today was a pretty good day too, besides the job offer. Woke up and mom was cooking breakfast. I'm glad she cooked the bacon today, it wasn't burnt! Dad worked on the boat some more today, and fixed all the poles that he's going to be taking with them. New lines, and jigs, etc. Mom is organizing the list of all the clothes, groceries, and everything else they might need. She's a big list writer, and it's a good thing too. She's known for always forgetting important items when going on trips. A couple of years ago they went up to Wilson Lake just like they are next weekend, and mom forgot to pack the tent poles for the tent. So they ended up buying this really little three person tent that was just big enough for the two of them. I wish we had a video camera, it was a site to see. We could have been America Next Funniest Video 10,000 dollar winners!
Mom and I went into town to get a few things, and her and I finished emptying out grandmas house. Afterwards, mom bought us some ice cream. She got me a large, but I only wanted a small. I couldn't finish all of it if I tried. Especially after all that hard, long, and hot work. A cold rush of sugar and ice cream isn't quite what I was wanting. Didn't want to make myself sick or anything. Now we're just wanting to have the auction at my great aunts house and we'll put all the stuff from the garage in that auction to sell as well. Then everything will be done!!
Well other then doing all the heavy lifting today it was pretty boring around here. I stayed in the house, it's been windy all day, but sunny which is always nice. Well tomorrow I'm going to just make sure all my stuff is done and I have everything ready to take with me to my first day of work Tuesday. Make sure my clothes I want to wear are ironed and look nice, and see if I can find my clear lip ring, so that I can really make a good impression. I'll have to try and straighten my hair, it's not hard but it just seems to take forever. Well I should have pleasant dreams tonight even without thinking about a cute man, but who knows one or two might pop in there too. lol jk!

Cold

Today was very, very cold! I stayed home and in doors most of all day. I wasn't really being lazy, I did do some house chores. Swept the floors, cleaned the bathrooms, ironed my dad's work clothes, put food in the bird feeders, and helped momma cook dinner, and set and clean the table, and do the dishes.
Dad worked on the boat today, got a new horn to put on it before the big fishing trip next weekend. Finally an extended weekend away from them. I could really use the break. My friend Jason said that he might be able to come out and see me that weekend too. It'd be nice to see a friendly face. Josh said he wants to come see me too, but hopefully I'll be working soon, and if so I don't want him to to drive all this way for me to work and not see him. Wouldn't be financial fair and I'd want to spend as much time with him when he comes, not just a few hours, but then again I'll take what I can get. But it is a five hour drive, so it really isn't fair to the driver, well anyway. Mom and dad bought supplies to take with them when they go. Grandpa, Uncle Larry, and Jay, Larry's friend, are going to. They're going to meet mom and dad up there at Lake Wilson. Mom doesn't know yet if she wants to leave Wednesday night or early Thursday morning, I'm hoping Wednesday, and I'm praying for good fishing! The more fish the longer they'll stay Sunday before coming back. Plus the bigger the fish fry when they return. Actually they usually have a fish fry for their anniversary. It's on the 4th. of July. I was told that dad was working in the oil fields at the time and the only days off was big national holidays, so it was then in July or waiting til thanksgiving. I think they made a good choice. Fireworks are so pretty! But I'll still take Christmas over any other holiday in the world. I love buying gifts for everyone that I love. The lights and decorations! It's the one time of year that everyone is in good spirits and seems to care more for everyone else then themselves. So often people lose sight of what should really matter in the world, and that's sad.

Tired and Bored

I decided to post early tonight. I didn't get much sleep last night, it started getting very windy and rainy. Plus, my stomach was upset all night and my arms were very itchy, but they are both much better today. I did find some liquid benedryl lotion to put on my arms and I took some claritin. It helped me sleep a little better.
Today, I drove mom into town to pick up some groceries and we ate lunch with dad at a Mexican restaurant. We all had the taco special, but mine was crispy and they had soft. After lunch I drove back home, did my laundry and changed my sheets to a pretty yellow pair.
Mom and dad had another meeting tonight so I think I'll just have some leftovers tonight for supper. It's pretty boring out here. It's still very windy and it makes it rather cold outside. I would go out for walk, but it's just too cold and I'm too tired. I haven't yet heard from Mosaic about my next interview. I know Annette told me that they were having a fundraiser this week and things were kinda crazy, so hopefully by the first time next week I'll hear back from her.
Earlier around 4:30, Tyler finally responded to me on messenger. To make a long story short I told him if he can't tell me the truth and stop making excuses to see a friend then he would lose out on one of the best friends he will ever have. He said it was just easier to have a friend ship through a phone or messenger, he was a afraid that I might be scared of him or something, he said he was too lonely and too vulnerable to meet me in person. I told him that those were the dumbest excuses I'd ever heard of. He told me it'd be at least three or four months before he'd be willing to see me in person. I told him again that that's the dumbest thing I'd ever heard of. I told him that when he wanted to grow up I'd be here to be his friend. He told me he'd never grow up, and I told him then that I couldn't be friends with a liar or someone that would make excuses not to see someone friends or not. I deleted his phone number and both of his messenger names.
Today my best friend, Joshua, got into an accident. He called me on his lunch break from work. He said he was OK, but he was in his dads car. I kinda got choked up, but I'm really glad he's OK. I know a car can always be fixed, but a single life can not. Being a health care worker, I always feel bad for anyone that's hurt.
Well I'm hungry so I'm gonna get something to eat, and take a nice, long, hot bath tonight before bed.

Whoa Momma!

Well today I cleaned a little around the house. Mom got home around 10:30 this morning and already started bitching at me. I had already swept the floors, did the dishes, and started the laundry. But she didn't care. Sometimes I feel the harder I try to please her the more it back fires on me.
I did take my car into town to auto body shop to get fixed. Said it would take about a week or so. Paint, parts, and labor Brian from BK Auto said it would only be about 3000 to fix. That's pretty good. Paint and labor are the killers. But as long as it gets fixed who really cares. In my mean time I've been using my moms Mercury Sable to drive around. It's a pretty good car, but I wish it had a CD player. The music stations in this area suck ass! I normally listen to 99.9 it's a rock station. They play mostly classic rock but play a new rock single about once an hour.
After we got the car dropped off, my mom picked me up and I drove. She bought me a frosty from Wendy's. Then we went to the post off, she works there. There's a man that drives a route from Dodge, Garden and to Tribune and then back to Dodge four hours later. His name is Jarad. He's super tall like 6'7" I think, breathe taking bright blue eyes, no too skinny, and nice arms, he wear tight wrangler jeans everyday. He so sweet, and smart. My mom has been trying to get him to go out with me for the longest time, but I don't think that I'd be his type of woman. He's so cool though, I could see him and I kickin' it watchin' a game and drinkin' a beer. Well I told my mom that she needed to stop trying to play match maker, and she took it so wrong and got pretty upset. I think that's why she's so upset tonight. After watching CSI, I had to go outside and take a walk. I sent a few text messages, and talked to my friend Jesse a little bit. After about an hour, I went back up to the house.
Oh well, I hope I get a call back tomorrow from Mosaic for my interviews and screenings. Hopefully my arms won't be as damn sore and itchy as they were today. I wanted to rip them off today, but I kinda need them, but I know that's just sign that they are healing. There's a lot of storms north of here tonight, makes the sky very pretty to watch. I hope the storms aren't too bad and that everyone that is involved in them tonight is OK. Thoughts and prayers!

Ouch!

OK, yes I forgot about the blog post yesterday so I apologize if today is specially long in length, but I'm going to try to do a two day summary. So here goes!
Yesterday was a great day overall. I got up early so that I could drive to Garden City for the Job Fair. I was supposed to spend the morning with a friend of mine, Tyler, but he couldn't get off work. Then he told me that I couldn't hang out with him cause he and a friend went golfing, but instead he lied to me about the whole golfing thing. He just didn't want to hang out. Normally this wouldn't bother me, oh well someone doesn't want to hang out. What bothers me is that he made up a golf game and was lying. If he truly wanted to be my friend there's no reason for him lying to me. Anyone that knows me knows that I am one of the most honest people that they or anyone else will ever meet, and therefore I in return would demand that from those I meet. Honesty is a make or break with me. I'd like for those that know me or have meet me be able to say that I was always honest with them and that I never lied, with the exception of Grandma's cooking. She had a tenancy to burn things and forget important ingredients, but she did try and that's the important part.
Well since I didn't go with Tyler I spent a good amount of time walking around the Garden City Zoo, Lee Richardson Zoo. I should have worn a t shirt instead of a tank top. I got one killer sun burn. But stupid me I knew that would probably happen. I burn very easily, but I'm keeping my fingers crossed that it turns into a tan, but I doubt it. The worst sunburn I have ever gotten was in Burwell Nebraska when I was a kid in 1992. It was for my mother's side of the family family reunion, Partridge Family. Yes like the TV show, but we don't drive around a brightly colored bus lol! I remember we spent ALL day outside, first mistake. Then while crying I managed to put on this pretty nice black dress for the family photos. After the photos they always play cards and I wanted to change. My arms were so burnt, sore, and stiff from staying in that dress for so long I couldn't raise my arms up high enough to take it off. My mother ended up using my dad's pocket knife to cut the dress off of me. It was a fun reunion, but not so fun week after. We got advice and every home remedy for treating a sun burn. My mom eventually took me to the doctor where they told us I had a two degree sunburn, and they gave my mother some extra extra strength aloe vera lotion, and I have to keep cool wraps on my body for about two days after that. It sucked! I know this one isn't that bad, but it does sting and I'm a little sore. Plus, I LOVE animals and I wanted to walk around and see them all. Since my moms' cat died, it was nice to be around them and feed a couple lol!
Around 1 pm yesterday I did attend a Job Fair. I walked around many of the booths they had and one in particular caught my attention. It's a company called Mosaic. I filled out an application and handed it to a gentleman. He looked it over and asked me if I was busy, of course I said no. I was a job fair looking for a job, I had all the time in the world lol! He took me to meet a woman named Annette. I sat down and the man left the room and closed to door behind him. After a quick glance at my application we sat around and she told me that she was VERY interested in me as an employee and wanted to do an in person interview right then and there. I thought this is AWESOME! And then I thought oh great I look like crap. Jeans, tank top, my hoodie was one over my tank top, tennis shoes, my hair was a mess, no make up. Just a bad appearance, overall. But we talked and laughed for about an hour and a half, and she loved me. Told me she would definitely forward my application to her supervisor and be in contact tomorrow if not before the end of the working day. Well I didn't get a response this morning so I called her just after lunch and she called me about about 3pm today. She said that she spoke with her supervisor and if I am as good as she was describing me he didn't need my interview and trusted her to make the right decisions. She asked if I would be available for a spontaneous, like interview if she called me and said can you be here in two hours. Of course I said yes I could do that, and I reminded her that I do live in the country and live in Scott City. She said that was fine. I got excited and I'm glad no one was home cause I started to scream and jump up and down, after we hung up. She said that when I get called in, I'd of course want to look nice, but she wanted to do my person interaction interview, how well I act with person served, a drug screening, and a physical assessment. So yes dressy, but functional to do a physical assessment as well. I think I can swing that lol! She said as long as everything passes I can start orientation as soon as Monday! YAY!! So I told my mom and dad when they got home. They went to another meeting tonight so I was home alone again. But two of my favorite shows are on Monday nights. Ghost Hunters on SciFi, and American Idol! DAVID COOK IS SAFE!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh he's so hot, and he can sing!!! Plus, through many of the interviews he's been on I know he's single and 25 and from Oklahoma!!! Oh man more great dreams! lol!! jk! It's very windy today, and this evening it's been very rainy. I love rain, but it's going to make it cold tonight, it'll feel good on my arms, but not my legs. Extra blankets!!
Tonight I also made a spice cake, and I made a homemade butter cream icing. It was pretty damn good, if I say so myself. lol! Feel free to kiss the chef, or baker in this case lol!

Lazy Day

I've done a lot of house work today. Took all the curtains down, dusted, washed most of the bedding in the house. I need to vacuum still, but I'm sure it can wait just one more day. I kinda feel bad though. I'm still in my pj's! I figured if I'm just gonna clean house there's no one I have to impress and I really don't dress to impress anyway. I did call the lady that runs the gas station today, but she didn't have time to talk and was supposed to call me back, but never did.
Mom and Dad went to their usual Monday night meeting, so I was home alone all night again bored.
Tomorrow I'm going to Garden City to a Job Fair, and meeting a friend, Tyler, for lunch. My dad isn't too happy about me looking or going to work in Garden, but like I told him as long as it's a job , helping with bills, etc., it really should matter. I think I'll go to zoo after that too. I love animals and walking around. Tyler thought it might be fun to have a tennis match. Since I don't golf. Never could understand that sport, golf. I'm gonna hit a little white ball down a manicured football field, and just to make it fun add a few sand boxes, hills, and ponds that I can lose my balls and equipment in. Um, no thanks. I do love tennis though! I was the only freshman on varsity! I played doubles mostly, but did go singles a few times. I really like doubles, but I have a bad habit of beating myself up too much when we lose points. I'm always my own worst critic, and I'd rather beat myself up then someone else. Besides, if I were to start yelling at her then the odds of her getting upset would just make her down and when you're competing in sports you have to clear headed and focus on the game. Anyways, I'm going to watch Jay Leno's Headlines and go to bed. I love headlines! It's amazing how these actually get published. Priceless!

So long, Farewell

Well we didn't get the yard work done, but my mom wants to wait till we can grease the mower really well anyway. So today after breakfast, which dad did burn the bacon, well OK it wasn't burnt but crispier then I like, we went to town to grandmas. It's spring cleaning week so everything and anything that is by the curbs will be picked up. We went through her garage, house, attic, you name it we went through it. There's a lot of stuff we put outside to be picked up. Also we I moved we stored a lot of my things in the garage. We managed to put a large bit of my belongings into my mothers big blue van and haul home to put into a shed, which we locked. See my Aunt Odella is coming down from Seattle, and I hate to say this but she is the BITCH of the family. The only person I know of that does like her is her husband and grandma. She's a vegetarian, and it's funny! My uncle Tim, her husband, goes out to steakhouses every night she's gone! Anyway, every time she comes home she goes through all my grandmas' stuff and either sells or throws away things. Since my things are in the garage, I don't want her to be going through any of it! So we remedied that situation in a hurry! My dad went in with us for one of the two trips into town. Most of the rest of the day he was fishing, but today he didn't catch anything worth keeping. My head hurts tonight too. I have a fold down drawer desk and while moving it into the van my mom let go of it and the drawer came down and hit my right above the right brow and on the temple, and it knocked my glasses off too. After I got my mom to stop laughing to help me finish putting the desk in the van I found my glasses, THANK GOD they weren't broken, and continued to load other stuff.
Mom cooked a great dinner tonight, well every night is great but tonight was one of my favorites. Chicken fried steak, white rice, country gravy, and peas. I like peas, I know most don't but it's actually probably my favorite veggie! I set and cleaned the table, and opened the cans of peas. I figured it was a night to let the master do her work! LOL!
After supper I went to shower and change clothes, when I came out I went to lay down on my couch next to my mothers cat, PD. I usually hang my hair over the cat, he likes to play with my hair, but as I was petting him I noticed that he didn't seem to be breathing. I yelled at my dad and he picked up the cat and took him outside. He had died! I didn't ask what daddy did with him, but I'm sure whatever he did was fine. PD was nearly 12 years old. He'd lived a good full life. It bothers me yes that he died, but I thought for sure it would effect my mother and it didn't, so naturally I'm concerned. I know she wants to take all the curtains down, bedding, etc. and wash tomorrow. She also wants to rent a carpet shampooer and do all the rooms and stairs. Which yes it's been needing done for some time now, but idk. Maybe it's just me. Who knows. I know it was just a cat, and it was actually my brothers originally. My cat died years ago, Missy Prissy, but he was still part of the family and will be missed. I took a picture two days ago of him sleeping. He always slept with his face in his paws, looked like he was always praying.
Well tomorrow hopefully I will hear back about a few of the job I've applied to and hopefully by the end of this week be starting my new job. Lord knows I need something. Sitting at home is starting to make me stir crazy. If it's nice enough maybe I can go for a walk or bike ride, Lord also knows I need the exercise. I know I'm only one size bigger then I was in high school, but I'd like to be just a little bit skinner. I've always had weight issues, and I'm sure I always will. But honestly I really do like my body. Yes, I may be on the plus side, but I'm proportioned, which is nice.

Hangin' with the Oldies!

Today was a very boring day! We had planned on doing yard work, and moving items from grandmas house to the farm today, but after my dad got off work around lunch time he went fishing all the rest of the afternoon with the truck. Since we only had the car we couldn't do much of the moving, and my mom wasn't up for the yard work. But my dad did catch some nice trout, we don't like trout so we gave it to a co worker of my dads. One trout weighed five pounds! I didn't know our little lake grew monsters like that, but it's nice to see we do! Maybe tomorrow we'll get done the chores we had planned for today, but who knows. It is Sunday, Lord's day. Day of rest and relaxing. Too bad no more football! October is too far away! We should have football all year around! Go Patriots!! But the Summer Olympics will be here soon enough, august I think. Go Michael Phelps! I love the swimmers, runners and gymnastics players! True talents, and cute little skin tight outfits! Those would give any woman many pleasant dreams! LOL JK!
This evening my parents thought it would be fun if I went in town with them to be apart of their game night. It's mostly all of there A.A. friends and some other non A.A. friends too. But tonight only three other people showed up! They're were kinda elderly so I didn't want to stay and talk about things that do not matter to me. So I grabbed my dads keys and took the car to Palmer Park for most of the night. The best part of the gathering of people is they bring lots of food, and lots of sweets! Plus, we get to take all the left overs home! YUMMY!!
Also this evening, Dan called me to ask me to watch the UFC match at Hooters. Buy me a drink and some wings, I thought it was great that he asked me, but I had to remind him that I had moved last weekend. Then I called my best friend, Josh. We talked and carried on most of the night. His uncle recently moved and told me the fun tales of that. Yet another great mattress story! They need to stay away from mattress! Just start sleeping in a hammock or on the floor! JK LOL! Tyler called me tonight too. He's upset that a girl he'd gone out with is ignoring him. I was like dude that is a sign that things aren't going to work out and you need to let her go and move on to the next chick! Tyler's a nice guy, but sometimes he's kinda weird. But then again who isn't. I guess no one is normal, ask Josh. He'll tell you first hand that I myself am not NORMAL! LOL!

Bored

Today was a very boring day for me. I did manage to call some of the place to which I've applied to and they told me pretty much that either they're fully staffed or haven't gotten a chance to look over the applications. My mom picked up the paper so Monday I'm going to go back into town to a few new places to apply.
My mom and dad went to their usual Friday night meeting. They got home just after 10pm. Sometimes they stay longer but I know my dad has to work tomorrow. So I got the wonderful night of being bored out of my mind at home. My best friend Josh did call me and we talked. He's upset about his brother moving but I tried to be supportive and tell him that all will be fine. Everything happens for a reason and it's all in God's hands. Also tonight I worked at removing all of my polish and everything from my nails. They look kinda weird all natural looking. They're very thin though. I think it'd be best to let them be natural for a little while. Til I can get a job and a frequent check so I can start getting them again. I know I'm not a girly girl but getting manicures and pedicures is the one girly thing I do do. It feels good and then also I don't have to worry about them for at least two weeks.
Tomorrow I told mom I would help her on the yard work around the house. Spring is definitely here and the grass already needs it's first cut. Plus, he need to work on the garden. I love gardens and getting my hands dirty. It's rewarding to see your hard work pay off you have such beautiful flowers! OK I guess there's another girly thing. I love flowers, but I don't like that they have to die, and the fake ones just aren't the same. My favorite flower of course is a yellow rose. Really any yellow flower since it's my favorite color but roses! Ah, need I say more! After all a rose by any other name would smell as sweet!

Let's give this a try

Well my good friend, Joshua, has a blog and I thought it'd be a nice thing to try and do. I'll do my best to write and/ or update it everyday!

Today was a pretty good day, rainy though. I'm not complaining living in Kansas and being out here in the country I know that we, and as a state, need all the help we can get. Plus, I'm an Aquarius and I love water. But the rain did make it rather cold outside.
I'm hopeful that I can hear from one of the place I applied to by tomorrow. I had a job interview yesterday with Kabredleo's, it's a gas station, and thats not how it's spelled but ti's pretty close. I think it went well and she told me that she'd get back with me my Monday. I think tomorrow I will call the other places and see if any of them have glanced over my resume or application.
I really miss everything and everyone from Wichita! I know it's only been a few days, but already I remember just why I didn't like living out here in the country. 13 lonely miles from anyone else remotely my age. Kinda makes me sad thinking about just how lonely I am, almost makes me want to cry. I remember back in school, yes I did a lot of extracullicular activities, but I really wasn't ever one of the popular kids. Most people knew me from being Leon's baby sister, and yes it had it's advantages, but many more disadvantages. Besides the teachers I think only a handful of people even knew my name, and they were my friends. I don't have many friends and it's kinda always been hard for me to make friends. Sure I'll talk to anyone, but having really close friends that you can share all your deep dark secrets is so hard to find these days.I'm so lucky I have good friends like Joshua and Jason that I can still at least call and talk to. True it's not the same and being able to see them in person, but it's nice to still just be able to vent. I'm not close to anyone in my family, and I guess you could say I'm kinda the black sheep. I'm probably the closest to Leon, and I know my parents love me. They really do do a lot for me, but I know at times it saddens them to know that I'm still single, no children, I didn't finish college, and that I'm overweight. It just seems like no matter how hard I try to please them it never matters. Women in my family aren't respected as much as men anyway.
At least I can see the wonderful stars again! Anyone that knows me knows I love, love stars and astrology. Well it's late and I should be going to bed. See you all tomorrow!