Gone too long!

It's been so crazy here lately! Where should I start!
I've been to Wichita several times this month and last, I was trying to get into a case study treatment for Chron's disease. I'm so thankful that Rion let me stay at his home during my visits! He's truly a great great friend. I'm sad to report that I didn't qualify for the study, I had a clonoscopy and the doctor found no evidence of Chron's. They believe it may be an infection on my female organs, which is what they though it could be back in September, but my OB/GYN said it couldn't have been. I'm never going back to her, especially if after my next appointment with another doctor confirms it. But the good news is I've stopped taking all but my birth control. Only one pill a day now, not the eight to nine plus Advil and Aleve for pain. The great news is I was able to eat a steak and hamburger for the first time, 5 months without beef was worse then anything for me. That steak, cooked medium well, never tasted so good! Best steak of my life.
I quit working at Mosaic, YMCA, and Walmart. I am now a Team Leader for Summitt ResCare of Kansas. I'm so happy and proud of myself. I love being in the medical field, and being able to help people is one of my greatest passions in life. I'm truly blessed to say that I love my job. Scott asked me the other night if I wasn't getting paid if I would still work there, and yes I would. I think it's the job and path that my life was meant to travel down. True sometimes it's difficult and frustrating, but what isn't. Life is supposed to have twists and turns, and looking at my life the lines have curved around so much it looks like it's scribbled on a piece of paper. But I don't think I'd want it to be a flat and plain. It makes me unique and complex to have experienced things and live life to my fullest potential. I live with no regrets, it's a promise I made to myself long ago, and I never break my promises.
Jason, Patty, Landon, and Cadan all came down for Memorial weekend. It was great to see my brother and his family. Since he lives in North Dakota it's hard to get up there to see him.
Leon, Misty, Austen, Andrew, Adam, and Abigail came up from Texas on Independence Weekend. Mom and dads anniversary is on July 4Th. It's great to see them, and I don't get to go down to see them as much as I'd like to. I still feel very close to Leon, since he is my full blood brother and I love him very much. Scott bought some fireworks and we went out to the lake to shoot them off on Friday night. We all went to the zoo that Saturday. Momma started to get sick and had to leave the group to sit down. She's been so sick lately. Been having to go the hospital everyday to get steroid shots to kill whatever is wrong. Her last injection was on Sunday, and she still doesn't feel every good, shakes and is extremely sleepy, but she looks a little better. She's a tough woman I'm sure she'll be okay. I'm also so, so proud of her, along with Weight Watchers she's managed to lose over 50 pounds! Keep up the good work, I couldn't be prouder of her! Dad has lost weight too as a result, and he's been working a lot lately, with harvest going on.
Scott's sister, lets just say has been less then pleased with me. She's one of those people that everything must go her way. I love her and her family, but the way she treats Scott makes it extremely hard to love. She was upset at my driving, tried to call the cops on me for wreck less driving, and get me and Scott arrested. She also threatened to call my employer to try and get me fired. I guess I'm glad that I've had the training and been working in my field long enough to know exactly how to handle when someone acts out in aggression. She wanted me to apologize for my actions, but I didn't, I didn't feel I had don't anything wrong, I still feel I've not done anything wrong. Giving in to any demands is the worse thing to do, and I didn't, by not apologizing. I truly feel that she can't stand to see Scott happy, and that saddens me. Why someone could hate and use their own brother like she does, I feel tears welling up in my eyes just thinking about it. I think the thing that hurt me the most was she told me Ann, Scott's mom, David, Scott's dad, and Brian, Scott's step dad, couldn't stand me and hated me. I know she said it in anger but I hope they don't hate me. I'm such a people pleaser and to think that someone hates me chills me to the bone. Scott said they don't, but still plagues my mind thinking about it. Scott says that I make him happy, and that he loves me, and that makes me feel better too. I love my brother so much, that I'd want to see him happy, even if it didn't make me happy with is choices. She took her children away from Scott, I know it hurts him not to be able to see or hug them, but I know her children will grow up to make up their own minds and I pray they would willing choose to be apart of our lives, because we'd want them in ours. Family is the most important part of a persons life, I don't know what I'd do without the love and respect of my family. I know I wouldn't be as strong of a person as I am without all of my family. Even my own sister, her and I haven't always gotten along as well as I'd like, but I still love her and her family whole heartedly.
I've been playing on a women's summer softball league, First American Title! It's Scott's mom's company, we'll she works there and is the big boss. We finished in 4th place, which mean we're going to state in Hutchinson. I'm so excited! I think Scott's going to try and get off to go with me. It'd be great to have him with me especially if we do great and win. The women on the team are great, I'm so thankful to Tiffany for talking me into playing, Trish, Scott's sister plays on the team with us too. I'm glad that she's mature enough to leave personal issues aside while we're playing. His birthday is on the 5th of August, so it'd be great to be able to do something together to celebrate him turning 24!
Well I think that's all for now, well all that I can remember. I'll try to keep in touch more often that I've been. Much love and God bless to all!

Farewell, Joshua!

This is extremely hard for me to write! But certain things have been on my mind and chest and it's time to make my peace, and be done with everything. Be done with you.
I was lying in bed nearly to fall a sleep when I recalled that you and I met just more then a year ago. I was so happy to have such a great, honest, and trustworthy friend. We hung out nearly everyday and with March Madness going on, I couldn't help but recall our game of Pirates of the Caribbean Monopoly while waiting on the Championship game to play on TV. I was so glad to have a friend there to celebrate the victory with me, even if you could care less about basketball. You were there because I had asked to you to come, and I hadn't had a friend sit and watch the games with me since I moved down there three years prior.
When I moved back home, I was so sad that I was leaving all my friends. I know I must have hurt you when I turned down your offer to start dating. Trust me, I never meant to hurt you! You're nice, sweet, hard- working, honest, smart, and funny. But you aren't the right man for me. I knew you as my best friend, and I never wanted that to change! In my past relationships I know that long distance never works, but even if I had stayed I still know my answer would have been no. I'm sorry.
I love that you came to visit me out here in the middle of nowhere. We had fun. And you continued to talk to me nearly everyday, and several times a day even.
It wasn't until I started dating Scott that things started to change between you and I. I know I hadn't changed, so what changed for you? It's like that last glimmer of hope of a relationship between you and I had finally come to an end. You still talked to me, but less and less. Finally when I told you that I had moved in with Scott that all communication seemed to stop. I guess now would be a bad time to tell you that Scott and I have been talking about taking the next step in our relationship. I truly love Scott, and I know he and I are going to have a happy, long life ahead of us. I just sorry now that I can no longer share it with you.
I was truly sorry that you lost your job, but I'm also extremely happy that you found something else. I hope this makes you happy. If it hadn't been for Rion keeping me up to date on you I'd think you had disappeared, like before. I truly hope that never happens again. It scared me so much. I was too far away to do anything, and felt so helpless. I'm glad you were OK. You have a great family that cares, and I know you'll never lose that. I remember when I moved down, I had no friends, and my sister, well you know that's a dead end road. We're so opposite it's insane. If I was scared, or lonely, or even happy and excited all I could do was call and tell them over the phone. It's never quite the same as being comforted in person by someone that loves you just as much as you love them, and that's what family is for. I hope you always remember that, and never lose it either.
Good luck with Daniel's wedding. I'm sure you'll be a great best man. After all you're a great brother. I know you have never liked Dara, but just remember that you don't have to like her, Daniel does. Be happy, that he's happy. Weddings are always a great thing! This wedding doesn't have anything to do with you, it's ALL about Daniel and Dara. I know one day you can find the joy and happiness that those two, and Scott and I, have. The woman will be very lucky! Remember, all good things come to those who wait. I can't tell you how long that will take, but I just know it will be worth it!
In closing I just want to say that I'm so grateful to have had you as a friend. You've made me a better person, and I hope I've had an impact on yours as well. I also want to thank you for introducing me to my best friend, Rion. Without you, I never would have known him. Thank you again for being my friend. I hope you have read this with an open heart and mind. Please don't reply, in any way to this. It's clear we are no longer friends, and I accept that. I wish you only the best, and a life time of happiness and joy! May all your dreams come true!

Mad Libs

Dear Jason,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'm selling myself for candy. I think I realized it when I quoted Forrest Gump in your car and I saw you carve your intials into my boyfriend. I'm sure you're masochistic enough to understand the middle-east is planning their revenge on you. I'm returning your toe ring to you, but I'll keep your collection of butterflies. You should also know that I get sick when I think of your feet and I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo.
Greetings to your frog Leonard,
Sammie

Here's how you do it:Dear (someone you recently talked to),I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2)(3) and I saw you (4)(5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) and (11).
(12),Name


1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’m joining the Convent
Black -Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - Purple hedgehogs want to destroy you
Other -I dislike your eyelashes

2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forrest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When I saw the purple monkey
August - When you smacked my ass
September - Last year when you peed your pants
October - When your dog humped my leg
November - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
December - When I finally changed my underwear

3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Chicken- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Fish - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Annat- With George Bush and Stephen Harper

4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bit of
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over

5) What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – The Catholic Priest
Brown – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink – Your ‘My Little Pony’ collection
Other --The elephant in the corner

6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Annat -shamed

7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Silly - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks

8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rockBlue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your Hannah Montana underwear

9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - My virginity
C/D - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your sucide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards

10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Love your sweet, sweet ass
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorites that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your cooking
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R - Always wanted to break your legs
S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you

11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm scratching my butt as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war
Mineral/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose

12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Best of luck on the sex change
France - Love always
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt – Kiss my butt

Let's Play Family Fued!!

LET'S PLAY FAMILY FEUD!!! YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO USE MY ANSWERS!!!!!!Copy and paste message to a new note. Erase my answers and fill in your answers. Tag your friends and don't forget to send it back to me. Remember, you can't use the same answer as the person who sent it to you. Remember, if my answers are dumb, it's because the person before me had the good ones lol!!!!!
1. Name something you use in the shower: Shampoo
2 . Name something a football player wears under his uniform: Jock strap
3. Name something people hate to find on their windshield: flyers
4. Name something a man might buy before a date: condoms
5. What is another word for blemish? ance
6. Something you cook in the microwave? oatmeal
7. Name a piece of furniture people need help moving: television
8. Name a reason a younger man might like an older woman: get in her will
9. Name something a dog does that embarrasses its owner: bark
10. Name a kind of test you cannot study for: blood
11. Name something a boy scout gets a badge for: fire
12. Name a phrase with the word home in it: Home Sweet Home
13. Name a sport where players lose teeth: Boxer
14. Name something a teacher can do to ruin a student's day: Homework on Spring Break
15. What is a way you can tell someone has been crying? red eyes
16. Name a bird you wouldn't want to eat: Pigeion
17. Name something a person wears even if it has a hole in it? Socks
18. Name something that gets smaller the more you use it: Bar of Soap

Bucket List!

The Bucket ListHit forward and place an X by all the things you've done and remove the X from the ones you have not, and send it to your friends (including me).This is for your entire life!
(X) Gone on a blind date
(X) Skipped school
(X) Watched someone die
(X) Been to Canada
(X) Been to Mexico
(X) Been to Florida
(X) Been on a plane
(X) Been lost
(X) Been on the opposite side of the country
(X)Gone to Washington, DC
(X) Swam in the ocean
(X) Cried yourself to sleep
(X) Played cops and robber
(X) Recently colored with crayons
(X) Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid for a meal with coins only
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) Made prank phone calls
(X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(X) Caught a snowflake on your tongue
(X) Danced in the rain
(X) Written a letter to Santa Claus
(X) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(X) Watched the sunrise with someone
(X) Blown bubbles
(X) Gone ice-skating
(X) Been skinny dipping outdoors
(X) Gone to the movies
1. Any nickname? Sammie, Catfish
2. Mother's name? Susan
3. Favorite drink? Coke
5. Body Piercings? Ears, lip, tongue
6. How much do you love your job? Ummm... to be answered later?!
7. Birthplace? Great Bend, Ks
8. Favorite vacation spot? Portland, and Seattle
9. Ever been to Africa? No, but maybe. HA HA with how easily I burn, probably not!
10. Ever eaten just cookies for dinner? Yes!
11. Ever been on TV? Yes
12. Ever steal any traffic signs? No, officer! lol! Maybe!
13. Ever been in a car accident? Yes, unfortunately
14. Drive a 2-door or 4-door vehicle? 4 door, blue Mecurary Sable
15. Can you drive a standard car? Yes, but I want to get a manual as my next
16. Favorite pie? PUMPKIN!!!!Or my own recipe of Cheescake!
17. Favorite number? 8 or 33
18. Favorite movie? 8mm, or anything with Johnny Depp!
19. Favorite holiday? Christmas of course! It's great to see all the holiday spirit in the air!
20. Favorite dessert? I love brownies, and vanilla ice cream!
21. Favorite food? Steak or mexican!
22. Favorite day of the week? Sunday!
23. Favorite brand of body wash? Beth Bath and Beyond, the creamy buttermilk!
24. Favorite toothpaste? Colgate Total
25. Favorite smell? Fresh baked anything! Cakes, cookies, pies, brownies. Applie Cinnamin or Cranberry Mandrin candles.Fresh cut flowers!
26. How do you relax? Playing or watching sports, listening to music (Jason Michael Carroll), or just reading a good, old favorite
27. How do you see yourself in 10 years? Married, and hopefully with children.
Note: Why is ther no number 4? Hopefully I'm not the first the realize this, If I am that's sad, I'm normally the last.---I saw it too! Me three!!

One Word

USING ONLY ONE WORD Not as easy as you might think! Now forward, change the answers to suit you and pass it on. It's really hard to only use one word answers. Be sure to send back to the person you received it from! Here's what you are supposed to do...and please don't spoil the fun...Hit 'forward,' delete my answers, type in your answers and send it to a bunch of people, including me. Where is your cell phone? Desk Your significant other? WorkYour hair? PonytailYour mother? SusanYour father? GeneYour favorite thing? Jayhawks Your dream last night? NoneYour favorite drink? CokeYour dream/goal? ChildrenWhat room are you in? Bedroom Your hobby? NoneYour fear? DyingWhere do you want to be in 6 years? MarriedWhere were you last night? HospitalSomething that you aren't? Skinny Muffins? BananaWish list item? ChildrenLast thing you did? Cry TV? MovieYour pets? Dogs Friends? ForeverYour life? DramaticYour mood? DepressedMissing someone? AlwaysDrinking? WaterSmoking? NeverYour car? JunkSomething you're not wearing? ShoesYour favorite store? DebsYour favorite colour? YellowThe last time you cried? TodayWho will resend this? SaraWhere do you go to over and over? HomeMy favorite place to eat? MexicanFavorite place I'd like to be at right now? Bed

I've seen...171 movies

SUPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 films, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 239 films on this list. Copy this list, go to your own facebook account, paste this as a note. Then, put x's next to the films you've seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, and click post at the bottom. Have fun.


(X) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(X) Grease
(X) Pirates of the Caribbean
(X) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
( ) Boondock Saints
(X) Fight Club
(X) Starsky and Hutch
( ) Neverending Story
(X) Blazing Saddles
(X) Airplane
Total: 8

( ) The Princess Bride
(X) Anchorman
(X) Napoleon Dynamite
( ) Labyrinth
(X) Saw
(X) Saw II
(X)White Noise
(X) White Oleander
(X) Anger Management
(X) 50 First Dates
( ) The Princess Diaries
( ) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total so far: 16

(X) Scream
( ) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
(X) Scary Movie
(X) Scary Movie 2
(X) Scary Movie 3
(X) Scary Movie 4
(X) American Pie
(X) American Pie 2
Total so far: 23

(X) Harry Potter 1
(X) Harry Potter 2
(X) Harry Potter 3
(X) Harry Potter 4
(X) Resident Evil 1
(X) Resident Evil 2
(X) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
(X) The Village
( ) Lilo & Stitch
Total so far: 31

(X) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
(X) Signs
(X) The Grinch
(X) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(X) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
(X) White Chicks
(X) Butterfly Effect
(X) 13 Going on 30
(X) I, Robot
(X) Robots
Total so far: 41

(X) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
(X) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(X) Along Came Polly
(X) Deep Impact
(X) KingPin
(X) Never Been Kissed
(X) Meet The Parents
(X) Meet the Fockers
(X) Eight Crazy Nights
(X) Joe Dirt
( ) KING KONG
Total so far: 51

(X) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(X) Dumb & Dumber
(X) Dumber & Dumberer
(X) Final Destination
(X) Final Destination 2
(X) Final Destination 3
(X) Halloween
(X) The Ring
(X) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
(X) Flubber
Total so far: 61

(X) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
(X) Practical Magic
(X) Chicago
(X) Ghost Ship
(X) From Hell
(X) Hellboy
(X) Secret Window
(X) I Am Sam
(X) The Whole Nine Yards
(X) The Whole Ten Yards
Total so far: 71

(X) The Day After Tomorrow
(X) Child's Play
(X) Seed of Chucky
(X) Bride of Chucky
(X) Ten Things I Hate About You
( ) Just Married
(X) Gothika
(X) Nightmare on Elm Street
(X) Sixteen Candles
(X) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
(X) The Grudge
(X) The Grudge 2
(X) The Mask
(X) Son Of The Mask
Total so far: 84

(X) Bad Boys
(X) Bad Boys 2
(X) Joy Ride
( ) Lucky Number Slevin
(X) Ocean's Eleven
(X) Ocean's Twelve
(X) Bourne Identity
(X) Bourne Supremecy
( ) Lone Star
(X) Bedazzled
(X) Predator I
(X) Predator II
(X) The Fog
(X) Ice Age
(X) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
( ) Curious George
Total so far: 97

(x) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(X) ET
(X) Children of the Corn
(X) My Bosses Daughter
(X) Maid in Manhattan
( ) War of the Worlds
(X) Rush Hour
(X) Rush Hour 2
Total so far: 104

( ) Best Bet
(X) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(X) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(X)Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(X) Ever After
(X) Wizard of Oz
(X) Forrest Gump
(X) Big Trouble in Little China
(X) The Terminator
(X) The Terminator 2
(X) The Terminator 3
Total so far: 114

(X) X-Men
(X) X-2
(X) X-3
(X) Spider-Man
(X) Spider-Man 2
(X) Sky High
(X) Jeepers Creepers
(X) Jeepers Creepers 2
(X) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Little Mermaid
(X) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of Fire
( ) The Skulls
(X) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
(X) The Hot Chick
(X) Shrek
(X) Shrek 2
Total so far:129

(X) Swimfan
(X) Miracle on 34th street
(X) Old School
(X) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
( ) Krippendorf's Tribe
(X) A Walk to Remember
( ) Ice Castles
(X) Boogeyman
(X)The 40-year-old Virgin
Total so far: 135

(X) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
(X) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
(X) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
(X) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
(X) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(X) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
Total so far: 141

(X) Baseketball
(X) Hostel
( ) Waiting for Guffman
(X) House of 1000 Corpses
(X) Devils Rejects
(X) Elf
(X) Highlander
(X) Mothman Prophecies
(X) American History X
( ) Three
Total so Far: 149

( ) The Jacket
( ) Kung Fu Hustle
( ) Shaolin Soccer
( ) Night Watch
(X) Monsters Inc.
(X) Titanic
(X) Monty Python and the Holy Grail
(X) Shaun Of the Dead
(X) Willard
Total so far: 154

( ) High Tension
(X) Club Dread
(X) Hulk
(X) Dawn Of the Dead
(X) Hook
(X) Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
( ) 28 days later
( ) Orgazmo
( ) Phantasm
(X) Waterworld
Total so far: 160

(X) Kill Bill vol 1
(X) Kill Bill vol 2
(X) Mortal Kombat
( ) Wolf Creek
( ) Kingdom of Heaven
(X) the Hills Have Eyes
( ) I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
( ) The Last House on the Left
( ) Re-Animator
( ) Army of Darkness
Total so far: 164

( ) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
( ) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
( ) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
( ) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
( ) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
( ) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
( ) Ewoks The Battle of Endor
Total so far: 164

(X) The Matrix
(X) The Matrix Reloaded
(X) The Matrix Revolutions
( ) Animatrix
( ) Evil Dead
( ) Evil Dead 2
(X) Team America: World Police
(X) Red Dragon
(X) Silence of the Lambs
(X) Hannibal


total... 171

Scott and Samantha

This is kind of like the 25 things - except there are pre-decided questions and it's about you and your spouse, not just you. Come on, play along - inquiring minds want to know! ;)
1. What are your middle names?Scott and Jo
2. How long have you been together?I'm not sure, nearly a year or so. I think
3. How long did you know each other before you started dating?We met in high school at a debate tournament when I was a freshman
4. Who asked who out?I asked him out
5. How old are each of you?We're both currently 23. He's exactly 6 months older then me though
6. Whose siblings do/ did you see the most?His, we bowling with his sister and brother in law. We visit his mother a lot too.
7. Do you have any children together?No
8. What about pets?Two dogs, a larger poodle named Charlie and a small/ medium mix named Mugen
9. Which situation is the hardest on you as a couple?Our schedules, I work nights and he works days. But it also gives us time to have dinner together everynight
10. Did you go to the same school?No
11. Are you from the same home town?No
12. Who is the smartest?Well I'm an airhead 90% of the time so probably him
13. Who is the most sensitive?It's hard to ssay probably a toss up between us
14. Where do you eat out most as a couple?Lonestar
15. Where is the furthest you two have traveled together as a couple?Wichita
16. Who has the craziest exes?ME!!
17. Who has the worst temper?Probably me, he doesn't usually ge that upset or mad a anything
18. Who does the cooking?We eat out nearly everynight so neither. If cooking is done, I do it
19. Who is more social?He is for sure. I'm usally asleep most of the time so with job being in the public he sees more people
20. Who is the neat-freak?ME!!
21. Who is more stubborn?Probably me
22. Who hogs the bed?SCOTT!!
23. Who wakes up earlier?Well we normallly don't get to sleep at the same time, but normally him cause he works in the morning. I get home just as he's getting up.
24. Where was your first date?El Con in Garden City and then we went bowling at Garden Bowl. Then we walked in the park for a little while, and got ice cream at Dairy Queen, and then I went home
25. Who has the bigger family?IDK it's a toss up, but probably mine but we see more of his
26. Do you get flowers often?I got flowers for my birthday last week
27. How do you spend the holidays?Mostly with his family
28. Who is more jealous?I don't think either of us are very jealous of each other
29. How long did it take to get serious?Couple months
30. Who eats more?He does. I barely eat once a day and I don't eat very much when I do
31. Who does/ did the laundry?I do the laundry most of the time
32. Who’s better with the computer?Scott!!

Here's my songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W6ytq9LzN-I Jason Michael Carroll - Where I'm From
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7_YMUmM0Rmk Evans Blue - Cold
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XHQwqpkACmA Saliva - Always

To Joshua

I am very upset with you, sir! You were the one that was worried when I moved out here that I wouldn't try to keep in contact with you. I think I've done a damn good job of doing that exact thing. I considered you my best friend! I was wanting to talk to you more then any other of my friends on my birthday! Even your own sister, whom I've never met, even sent me a wall post of a happy birthday, have a good day. At least people didn't forget my birthday this year. Last year even my own parents forgot it. I even had a friend, Ben, he had to have surgery on the fifth to get some kidney stones removed called me to say happy birthday before the surgery. As far as the phone, you always have phone troubles. I can live with you not being able to call me or text me. What bothers me is that you're on facebook nearly everyday and yet you can't even slip in a simple hello sorry my phone is acting up, will try to call or text you when I can. And my numbers are both listed on my profile page under info and contact information, or Rion has them too. You haven't even been keeping in touch with Rion. Every time I would talk to him he'd give me the same I don't know, he hasn't talked to me either. I talk to Rion nearly everyday now, because all my other Wichita friends have either forgotten about me or are too busy to talk. I have no friends here! I work all the time, and now have two jobs now. I go to work from 11p to 7a at Mosaic and 3:30p to 5:30p for the YMCA and sleep all the time, then if I'm not too tired I go out and eat with Scott for dinner and then try to catch a quick nap before going back to work. And try to get enough strength to bowling on Wednesdays from 6:30p to 9p. I'd love to get some more friends, but I don't have any time. I hate working nights, I hate working at Mosaic with all the recent changes that have been going on. I've been sending my resume out o different people in hopes that someone else will hire me so I can leave this place. Oh guess what, my cancer is spreading, and I have to have surgery sometime at the end of this month or beginning of next to have a total hysterectomy. After this surgery I will never be able to have children, ever! I'm very sorry to hear that you've lost your job, I'm sure you will find another one shortly! I pray that you will.

New Business!

I've been doing ok. My stomach has been cramping really bad lately. My doctor is putting me on some new pain medication. They seem to be working, but they hurt my kindeys to take them cause the medication is so strong.I don't take them everyday, but when the pain is unbearable. I go back to the doctor in may, so hopefully something good will come out of this then.
Well we have two new additions to our little town! An A&W drive in, and an IHOP. I'm so excited! Hotdogs at one, and pancake at the other. I know to all you big city folks it's not that important, but here it is. We rarely get new anything, so two big name restaurants in the same month is awesome.
Scott and I are doing really well. I'd been looking to get my own bowling ball, shoes and bag since I'm not a bowler. He got them all for me for my birthday that is next month. It surprised me, he's so sweet. I don't know what I'm gonna do for him for Valentine's Day. It's gotta be something extra special since what he did for me. It's funny to have him do all this for me, I've always been a do it on my own or by myself kinda girl. I'm not sure if I will ever get used to it, but it's still nice.
Work is going well too. They've been on lock down with the overtime. I've been getting exactly my 40 a week. I guess I shouldn't be complaining, but the overtime helps a lot. But some others aren't even getting the 40 either. But I have sent my resumes out to a few people, and I have an interview for a day care supervisor position tomorrow at 1pm. I'm keeping my fingers crossed, it's just a part time thing, but it'd be nice to have. Besides I love children. It's mostly an after school thing.
Mom and dad are doing good. Mom has joined weight watchers and she's lost over 25 pounds already! GO MOMMA!! She looks great! Dad is doing well. He tore a tendon in his left calf. It's all black and blue. Doctor told him to take a few days off, stay off of it, keep it wrapped, blah blah blah. Which he isn't doing any of that! I keep telling him he's an old man and it's going to take time to heal, but he doesn't want to hear that either. He goes back next week for another MRI.
Jason, my brother, and his wife, Patty. Had their second child, Cadien. He's super cute. Looks just like my brother did as a child but with darker hair. Jason was a blonde baby. Leon, my brother, and his wife, Misty, should have their child at the end of March or early April. I'm still planning on going down to help with the other three boys while they are in the hospital, if I can get off work, and can afford to go too.
Well I think that's it for this chapter, sorry for the delay and taking so long. I'll try to get another one sometime soon!


Here's my songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wjBZh-yRmkc Linkin Park - What I've Done
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l06M-dsQf3Q All American Rejects - Give You Hell
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X2IExa2A198 Chris Brown - Forever