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Sunday, February 8, 2009

To Joshua

I am very upset with you, sir! You were the one that was worried when I moved out here that I wouldn't try to keep in contact with you. I think I've done a damn good job of doing that exact thing. I considered you my best friend! I was wanting to talk to you more then any other of my friends on my birthday! Even your own sister, whom I've never met, even sent me a wall post of a happy birthday, have a good day. At least people didn't forget my birthday this year. Last year even my own parents forgot it. I even had a friend, Ben, he had to have surgery on the fifth to get some kidney stones removed called me to say happy birthday before the surgery. As far as the phone, you always have phone troubles. I can live with you not being able to call me or text me. What bothers me is that you're on facebook nearly everyday and yet you can't even slip in a simple hello sorry my phone is acting up, will try to call or text you when I can. And my numbers are both listed on my profile page under info and contact information, or Rion has them too. You haven't even been keeping in touch with Rion. Every time I would talk to him he'd give me the same I don't know, he hasn't talked to me either. I talk to Rion nearly everyday now, because all my other Wichita friends have either forgotten about me or are too busy to talk. I have no friends here! I work all the time, and now have two jobs now. I go to work from 11p to 7a at Mosaic and 3:30p to 5:30p for the YMCA and sleep all the time, then if I'm not too tired I go out and eat with Scott for dinner and then try to catch a quick nap before going back to work. And try to get enough strength to bowling on Wednesdays from 6:30p to 9p. I'd love to get some more friends, but I don't have any time. I hate working nights, I hate working at Mosaic with all the recent changes that have been going on. I've been sending my resume out o different people in hopes that someone else will hire me so I can leave this place. Oh guess what, my cancer is spreading, and I have to have surgery sometime at the end of this month or beginning of next to have a total hysterectomy. After this surgery I will never be able to have children, ever! I'm very sorry to hear that you've lost your job, I'm sure you will find another one shortly! I pray that you will.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

New Business!

I've been doing ok. My stomach has been cramping really bad lately. My doctor is putting me on some new pain medication. They seem to be working, but they hurt my kindeys to take them cause the medication is so strong.I don't take them everyday, but when the pain is unbearable. I go back to the doctor in may, so hopefully something good will come out of this then.
Well we have two new additions to our little town! An A&W drive in, and an IHOP. I'm so excited! Hotdogs at one, and pancake at the other. I know to all you big city folks it's not that important, but here it is. We rarely get new anything, so two big name restaurants in the same month is awesome.
Scott and I are doing really well. I'd been looking to get my own bowling ball, shoes and bag since I'm not a bowler. He got them all for me for my birthday that is next month. It surprised me, he's so sweet. I don't know what I'm gonna do for him for Valentine's Day. It's gotta be something extra special since what he did for me. It's funny to have him do all this for me, I've always been a do it on my own or by myself kinda girl. I'm not sure if I will ever get used to it, but it's still nice.
Work is going well too. They've been on lock down with the overtime. I've been getting exactly my 40 a week. I guess I shouldn't be complaining, but the overtime helps a lot. But some others aren't even getting the 40 either. But I have sent my resumes out to a few people, and I have an interview for a day care supervisor position tomorrow at 1pm. I'm keeping my fingers crossed, it's just a part time thing, but it'd be nice to have. Besides I love children. It's mostly an after school thing.
Mom and dad are doing good. Mom has joined weight watchers and she's lost over 25 pounds already! GO MOMMA!! She looks great! Dad is doing well. He tore a tendon in his left calf. It's all black and blue. Doctor told him to take a few days off, stay off of it, keep it wrapped, blah blah blah. Which he isn't doing any of that! I keep telling him he's an old man and it's going to take time to heal, but he doesn't want to hear that either. He goes back next week for another MRI.
Jason, my brother, and his wife, Patty. Had their second child, Cadien. He's super cute. Looks just like my brother did as a child but with darker hair. Jason was a blonde baby. Leon, my brother, and his wife, Misty, should have their child at the end of March or early April. I'm still planning on going down to help with the other three boys while they are in the hospital, if I can get off work, and can afford to go too.
Well I think that's it for this chapter, sorry for the delay and taking so long. I'll try to get another one sometime soon!


Here's my songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wjBZh-yRmkc Linkin Park - What I've Done
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l06M-dsQf3Q All American Rejects - Give You Hell
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X2IExa2A198 Chris Brown - Forever

Friday, December 19, 2008

Merry Christmas!

Well I didn't know if I would have another chance to take the time to wish everyone that I know a very Merry Christmas and a Happy Holidays! I hope you have a wonderful and safe holiday. And if I don't post before January. Happy New Year, and see you all soon in 2009!

Here's a quick update on my life.
Scott went to the doctor the other day. The doctor told him to stay home, so he did on Wednesday. She also told him he should have come in to see her at lest a week a week prior to then, it was that bad. I didn't want to say it, but I did tell him to go in, so yeah I told him so, lol! He's feeling much better. He's back to more of his normal self, and he's got his appetite back! Just in time for my mommas Christmas Eve dinner, and His mother, Ann's, Christmas Day lunch! I'm sure both will be great. I'm really looking forward to Dinner with my family. My brother Leon will be here on Saturday, and staying for a week. I haven't seen him or his family since Thanksgiving 2007. It will be so nice having them home. My brother always told me that he was sad that he's never met any of my previous boyfriends. I told him when I found one that I thought was special enough for him to meet he definitely would. I think I found that someone with Scott. My brother, Leon, has always been protective over me, so I'm exciting to have him meet Scott. Leon and I are really close. Growing up in the country kinda made us bond better. There wasn't anyone else our age to play with and being in the country we didn't have any other options. He was almost always there to talk to, and we helped get each other out of trouble. He's my best friend in the whole world, and I love him very much!
My sister came to see Dad and Mom tonight. I was invited to dinner, but I declined the offer. My sister was extremely rude to my mother and brother so I told her I would rather not see her at this point, because I didn't want an argument to break out over the holidays. And she takes everything so hard anyway, sometimes it's better talking to a wall! Well here's what happened leading up to that. A few weeks ago, after Thanksgiving, she called my mom and asked how Thanksgiving was, and of course mom said great and they went to Texas. Helen, my sister, then asked what they were doing for Christmas and mom said Leon and his family was coming up here. Helen yelled at my mother that it was unfair that mom and dad spend two holidays with the same sibling. Mom replied that it was Leon's choice, and if they hadn't come up then her and dad would probably have gone up to North Dakota to see Jason and his family, since Patty, Jason wife, will be so close to giving birth and wouldn't be able to travel. Helen got mad and hung up on my mother. She then later called dad at work and told him, which he told mom and she told me crying on the phone, that she refused to share my dad with any other siblings because that would take attention away from her and her family. My dad told her he was sorry, but plans had already been made, but the invite for the holiday was always there. I actually can believe that my sister is that selfish, that she wouldn't allow anyone else to share our father. I hate to say this because she's my sister and I do love her, but she's such a bitch. If it's not her way, it's no body's way. It's sad, but I hope she's happy in her life, and can one day grow up and act like the older sibling instead of acting worse then my newborn nephew, her son.
Well getting off that, My Mosaic Christmas party is this Saturday at 6 pm. I'm exciting. Scott and I are going together. It lasts until 11 pm, but that's only because there's supposed to be a mini casino there too. I'm not much for gambling why waste money you don't have. But dinner and spending time with Scott should be very fun, I'm looking forward to it. And at the Henderson house, I work at with Mosaic, we're doing a secret Santa gift exchange on Sunday at 3pm. I got Mayra. I got her a stocking filled with Hershey Kisses, a couple peppermint candles, a small Santa snow globe, and a reindeer, and I put the stocking in a reindeer gift bag. See I try to tie things together, e.g. reindeer in a reindeer bag! Wink Wink!! I kinda feel bad. We each wrote down this that we like, and things we don't like, but as I was shopping all I could remember was that she liked make up, which I couldn't find any that I liked, and that she liked candles. I figure most people like chocolate, and stuffed animals so I went with that. I hope she likes it, and after all it's the thought that counts right! lol!
Of I almost forgot, we had our Christmas pot luck dinner at the bowling alley last Wednesday too. We also brought gifts, five dollars or less, and the first person to get a strike got first pick of the gifts. I rarely if ever get strikes, but I'm good at spares. So I didn't get my strike until the third game, in the seventh frame. And to answer the question I'm sure you all are thinking, NO! I wasn't the last one, I was next to last! HA HA HA! lol! We don't bowl again for two weeks, after New Years!

Here's my songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-8rY0Fyws20 Mariah Carey - All I Want For Christmas Is You
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3gM3t4ZkSl4 Shedaisy - Deck The Halls
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9vPfOjAw5Z0&feature=related Bing Crosby - White Christmas

Sunday, December 14, 2008

It's the most wonderful time of the year!

Well it's been really cold here. Scott's been sick here lately, and I feel bad. He'll ask me what's wrong, knowing my profession, and I tell him what I think and he ignores it and then I tell him to go to a doctor and now he's compromised with me to go on Tuesday, if he doesn't feel better. I'm thinking he's probably not going to go, unless I drag him there. And I may have to try.
Yesterday was Scott's grandmas' birthday. Her name is Helen. I don't remember how old she turned. I'm thinking 82, I remember seeing an 8 on the cake. It was a nice party. I met a lot of Scott's family. Of course I don't remember any of their names, too many people. Scott got his grandma a card that played the theme to Star Wars. I got her just a basic happy birthday card, and wished her happiness.
Today is Trish's son's birthday, Trish is Scott's sister. His name is JJ. He's going to be two. Scott bought him some building blocks, and a card. I got him a card too.
I'm super excited that Christmas is almost here! I love all the lights, classic tv shows and movies, the holiday merriment and spirit, presents, family, friends, and the gathering for Christmas dinner. My brother Leon and his family will be here from Texas. And Misty, Leon's wife, has also invited her folks to come up too. I don't remember their names, I think her dad is named Jim but I could be wrong, probably am. I think Scott and I will got for a lunch with my family, and spend the early morning, and evening with his family. I still have to work, no rest in health care, but I don't mind. Most of everyone will be gone, so it'll be easy work.
Speaking of work, I turned in my request for the DSS. I'm waiting for Tina to get back so I can get an interveiw and possibly get the position. I hope I get it.
Mom and dad are doing well. Mom has joined weight watchers, and she's lost 15 pounds so far! Go momma!
And before I forget, Happy Birthday Joshua! His phone was dropped in water so I didn't get to tell him, but I hope you had a great day and that your birthday wishes come true!

Here's my songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=89V7hvEmSD8 Pink - Sober
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hc0Nlzxe9aY Fall Out Boy - I Don't Care
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=69Z9rkmEcPE Savage Garden - I Knew I Loved You

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Is it Spring yet?

Well things have been going very well. Mom and dad got back from Texas. Mom told me that whenever dad would cuss Adam, Leon's youngest son, would look at him and go "Grandpa, No No!" Of course mom and I laughed at hearing this. I got new school pictures from all three boys! They're so cute! I don't know how my brother managed to have such great, cute, wonderful children. I'm very excited to see them all for Christmas when they come out. I haven't seen them since Thanksgiving 2007. My brother Jason had called and was wanting me to come up to see him for Christmas, but North Dakota in December! lol! No! COLD!! I don't do well in this cold weather. I love the spring and fall. Not too hot, not too cold. I'd love to go up to visit Jason but, I remember going up for there wedding and it was so beautiful, but I also remember getting so sick!! Patty, Jason's wife, will be too far along in her pregnancy to travel anywhere, Maybe next summer I can go up and see them. Who knows. Mom has also talked with Helen. She was disappointed that they, or I, didn't come down to see them for Thanksgiving, and was wanting mom and dad, or I, to come down for Christmas, but we've already made the plans for Leon and his family to come here, so mom offered the invite to them, and Helen said she would think about it. Mom said she didn't sound too happy! Helen has always been very hard to please. Destiny, Helen's daughter, turned 11 on December 1st. I sent her a card and $20. I figured it was better then nothing.
Mom and I went to buy some new Christmas decorations the other day, and Tuesday night Scott and I went out to the house for dinner, and to put up the new and some old decorations. She bought a new tree, it's a pre-lit multi-colored tree that is 6.5 feet tall. It looks very night. We didn't finish, Scott has inventory every Tuesday at 9pm, so we went back for that. I'll go out hopefully this weekend, or maybe Tuesday on my day off sometime to finish. Scott also bought a little two foot free, pre-lit with white lights, and bought some little blue bulbs to put on it. He also went crazy with some sno in a can. It was a shock to look in the bathroom mirror and no see anything but white! Oh, men and their simple humor. He also put it on his car windows. I told him if he put any on my car he was buying the car wash! There wasn't any on there though.
I haven't bought really any of my Christmas presents yet! I'm usually so good at buying them so early. I've kinda been slacking a little I guess. I'll get them done, but I don't know when. I don't have any clue what to get Scott, if y'all got any suggestions, let me know!
Uncle Larry, Grandpa P, and Jay and his son, Austin, came out to the house and stayed with mom and dad. They went deer and pheasant hunting. Mom called today and said that dad shot a 14 point buck and a doe. Mom still needs to get her buck for the season, but maybe she'll get it this weekend before the hunters leave. It was good to see everybody!
Work is going really well. Last Monday morning, I went to work not feeling well at all. I even threw up twice while there. I had asked my co-worker, Connie, to do the cooking for lunches since I knew that the smell of the food would make me vomit even more then I already had. Well it was was 4am, and lunches weren't done yet. Connie had fallen asleep on the couch, and I tried to wake her, but couldn't. I was so mad that I took her photo, while sleeping, and called my boss and was like she's asleep and hasn't done anything all night. I'm sick and the only main thing I wanted her to do was lunches and it's 4am and they still aren't done. Julie, Henderson house supervisor, came over and caught her sleeping so Connie was wrote up. She's now working morning at the center. I felt so bad for having done what was done, but I didn't know what else to do. If she had fallen asleep and the lunches and everything else was done I wouldn't have cared, but not doing anything is a different story. I'm a night owl and so me staying awake on a 11pm to 7am shift isn't a problem for me. The only thing that really pissed me off that morning is when Julie came over and Connie got caught her first reaction was well Samantha falls asleep too, which I don't. Julie asked if she turn me in and Connie said "No, cause she's sick and I feel sorry for her." That pissed me off. Yes I know that I'm sick and have no immune system so I get sick very easily, but her feeling sorry for me! I'd like to think that I'm a very strong willed person and just because I'm sick doesn't mean that I lose hope and I never want people to feel sorry for me. If I can't do something for myself then I'll ask for help. I hate when some people get sick and they immediately go into the whole I'm helpless, do everything for me mode. It's sad. I feel more sorry for the people that have to help them out, then the person receiving the service. That's what I love about my job. My friend Ben is a great example. He's legally blind, and he's had cerbal parsal since birth. He's in a wheel chair, and yes he does get assistance from Roy, his personal helper, but everything that he can do he does for himself. He's very strong willed and I admire him. He's one of the greatest friend anybody could ask for.
Well I'm at work right now, and I'm abou to get off so I'm gonna say farewell and I'll be back later! Love and God Bless!

Here's My Songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CP5fBx8JLoQ David Cook - Light On
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-KZyn3ep9U Daughtry - What About Now
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LJRthpxDM10 3 Doors Down - Citizen Soldier

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Happy Thanksgiving!!

I'm not going to make this very long, and it's basically everything the title indicated. I just wanted to wish everyone a very Happy Thanksgiving! And to give a brief list of what I'm thankful for, and update on my life. Please me travel safely, remember the tradition of the holiday, and remember to pray for all of our soldiers that can't be with families and friends while serving in foreign countries this holiday! God Bless!

I'm thankful for:
My loving faith in God!
Family, A loving home, that when I so much needed them, were there without judgement. It's so great to know that the help is always there, even when you never ask. Mom, Dad, Leon, Misty, Austen, Andrew, Adam, Jason, Patty, Landon, Grandpa Partridge, Grandma Smith, Helen, Justin, Destiny, Jacob, Daniel, and all the aunts, uncles, and cousins. I love you all. There's no me without Family!
A man that loves me so dearly, Scott! I wish you all to find the kinda love that we have, cause it's amazing!
Friends, who truly help make me a better person each and everyday. Joshua, Josh, Rion, Jason, Jesse, Susan, Kaylinda, Kelli, Sara, Lisa, Bonnie, Ben, Tyler, Jeremy, Don, Dave, Chandra, Jeff, Max, Micheal, Monty, Paul, Robert, Sean, Joseph Robert, and any others I forgot.
A nice job, that pays my bills, and a car, that hopefully will last me til next summer when I can buy a brand new one.
And my wonderful dog Lucy! I love her, and am so glad that I brought her back home with me.

Update:
Things really haven't changed much since the last blog post!
I'm still dating Scott! We had a pot luck dinner tonight at the bowling alley, we normally get a quick bite to eat before we go and snack at once we are there, but it was a nice change. I made bbq meat balls. I shouldn't have gone to the bathroom when I had. I came out and the line was so long. By the time I had gotten to the good stuff most of everything was gone. Scott brought a Subway party tray and all the sandwiches were gone when I got there, and there was only three of my meat balls left. I'm glad I made extra and kept them at the house, or I'd really have been upset. My meatballs are so sweet and delicious! But all the food was good, and I got more then my share. Trish, SCott's sister, made these little smokies wrapped in bacon and they were really good! I didn't bowl every good tonight though. My stomach was hurting a little, but I found some Advil and it helped a lot!
Today, Scott and I are going to Ann's, his mother's, house about lunch time. I'm working right now, but I told him I'd like to sleep in until at least 11 am, if at all possible. I'm sure there's not going to be a shortage of food. After all Thanksgiving is the number one holiday that leftovers rule! I do have to work later tonight, so maybe I can get some tripdafin (spelling totally off) in me from the turkey and get a nap this evening before heading back to work. That'd be nice. He said he would tape the parade on TV for me, I'm such a kid. I love watching the parades! And of course Santa is at the very end. Tomorrow is black Friday in all the stores! I'm praying that I don't need to go anywhere near any stores tomorrow! Too busy, and too crazy!
Speaking of work, I did go on my interview. Kris told me a lot of positive things about my resume, but they're just looking for someone with more expertise. I knew going in that's what was lacking, but like I told mom, at least they see that I have an interest in other areas of the field, and that I'm willing to try to achieve those goals. But Kris did tell me to look into another job position in the company. It's basically the same position I work now, but I'd be more of my direct bosses personal assistant. I'd work Fridays, Saturdays, and Sundays, and get anywhere from 36-40 hours a week. And I could work the other days for exactly what I'm making now, kinda liek having two jobs are the same company. I told her I would think about it, but it would be a pay raise as well, and it'd be one step up from were I am now. My boss has been in Utah, and I need to talk to her anyway, but we'll see if she thinks I'd be right for the position. Lori, my direct boss, would be the decision maker on the position anyway.
Mom and dad are doing well. They left the other day to drive to Texas to be with Leon and his family. They'll be back Sunday I think. I took Lucy to Scott's. I thought she'd like to eat, have clean water, and restroom rights while they were gone. I think Lucy loves the attention that Charlie and Mugen, Scott's dogs, give her. She's never really been around other dogs, so I'm sure she's loving it. She'll probably be pretty bored when she has to go back. Our neighbor, Robert, has two dogs, King and Cookie. But they don't really ever play with Lucy.
See, not quiet a book this time! God Bless, again!

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Live from Scott

Well I couldn't sleep tonight so I decided what better time then the present to write a new blog.
I got the results from my biopsy from two weeks ago. Tests show that I am in Stage three. My doctor did tell me that with most patients, when they get the biopsy done. Their bodies go into recovery mode to repair and replace the tissues that were cut out. I am hopeful that that is what is happening to me. I go back in 6 months to get another biopsy. Hopefully the stage will be smaller. I remember the day of the biopsy the preliminary finds indicated stage three, but the samples still needed positive proof. I told Scott, and he gave me a big hug and started to cry, which made me cry too. He's such a wonderful man. I'm very lucky to have him in my life. He took me to dinner, Arby's, and to a movie, Saw V. I told my dad and he was like why a scary movie, but anyone that knows me knows I love horror, thriller, and scary movies. So it was a perfect choice.
Speaking of Scott. He's doing very well. The subway that he manages over is getting remodeled, they're adding a drive thru. He's really excited, but he's going to lose his office, and some dry storage space to make room for the change. But he can hire more people to work too. Which hopefully will make his job a little easier. He hasn't had a full day off in over three weeks! I don't know how he does it, but I can relate being a former manager. Those days I didn't care if I got a hundred phone calls, as long as no one called in. I know he'd like to go fishing before the lake freezes over, and he'd love to go with my dad. Dad would use any excuse to go, so it would be prefect. He's only met my parents the once, when he drove me to get my moms van when my car broke down, and that was for only about 5 minutes. But I did met his mother, and step- father. His nephew Auston, had a birthday party. It was a pirate theme. It was a lot of fun, but wow lots of screaming kids! I'm so glad now to have not gotten any further in my elementary education major, I think nursing is a perfect fit. I have been a little under the weather lately though. I was sick and had to go the hospital. My tonsils were so inflamed they were cutting off my airway. I went to ER, and they actually knocked me out and had to put a tube down my throat so I could breathe. They also gave me some penicillin. They gave me more penicillin and some pills after I woke up. It helped a little, but Monday I went back to the doctor, my doctor in Scott City, and she couldn't really find a reason for the inflamed tonsils, but put me on some steroids and pain killers, and something strong for the inflammation. It's working a lot better! I was so afraid of getting people sick, like Scott, those party kids, and co workers and clients. I did get a leave of absence for four days from the ER doctor, but I had to work Sunday, and my co worker called in sick so I had to work all night by myself being as sick as I was. I wrote in our daily ledger that I was still sick so I'm sorry if the individuals get sick. I had actually wanted to call in that night, but I have actually have zero PTO time remaining, so if I get any sicker, or call in, or anything I can't cover it! Hopefully I won't have to to that. I gotta save as much time as I can, I'm going to stay a week in Texas, when Misty and Leon go in to have the fourth child. It will either be the end of March or early April. That just me guessing though. They haven't set the date yet. That's the great thing about getting a C-section, you get to pick exactly what day you want the child born on, and what time too! I think if I ever have children that's what I would highly consider! Sorry going through the pain and self- torture of natural child birth isn't for me. I'm sorry, not all the drugs in the world could kill all that pain!
Wow do I get off subject! lol! Scott convinced me to join his bowling league. Yes, I suck. But I guess any points are better then the no points they were getting. Scott's sister, Trish, and Brother in law, Jeremiah, are also on the league. Jeremiah is amazing! Well actually they all are really good, but compared to me a I'm sure a second grader could bowl better. But it's fun, and it's very light exercise, and it gets me out meeting new and more people. There's one chick there that bowls has, more piercings then I do, and her hair is brown with blonde highlights on the bottom, and pink highlights on the top. It looks awesome on her, but not something I would ever do. She's very nice!
Now speaking of work. There's an HR Specialist position open at work, Annette's old job. She had to take FMLA. She's has a very bad illness, and I can't think of it right now, but it causes her extreme amounts of pain. She's such a sweet, caring woman. You hate to see that happen to such wonderful people. But the job is Monday - Friday working 8 to 5. It's a pay grade 4, I'm at a pay grade 2 now. I love Lori as my supervisor, but as I've told Scott and some others. I love being in the field working hands on, but don't wish to be doing that forever. I never pictured myself as someone that could sit behind a desk and answer the phone and type memos, until I had to do it being an ex-supervisor, and I loved it! If I get this job, I'm going to definitely quitting Walmart. I want to quit now. I actually haven't been to work there in almost a week with the sickness and everything else. I only work like 16 hours a week anyway, WOW not really losing that much. But I will have to buy some new office clothes too, maybe I can wait until after I get the new clothes to quit, so I can get my discount. lol! Naw, more then likely I would go to Target, Sears, or Pennys to buy nice office clothes.
Mom and dad are doing just fine. Uncle Larry, Grandpa P., and a family friend, with is two sons, are coming out the first weekend of December to go deer and pheasant hunting. I'm staying at Scott for sure that weekend. Mom and dad are going to Texas to see Leon, Misty, Austen, Andrew, and Adam for Thanksgiving. Scott agreed to let Lucy stay at his house while they are gone, and I'm staying there too!
Well I believe the next book has been written, I'm still not very tired, but I need to lay down and try to get some rest.


Here's my songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i2rZ8Y1yY64 Nickelback - Got be Somebody
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i2rZ8Y1yY64 Celine Dion - I Drove All Night
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZVZX-W3vo9I Kanye West - Love Lockdown